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He nodded and went over to her. "Hey...time to go home yeah?" He put a hand on her shoulder, the pain she was feeling ripping him apart. He didn't want to talk to her there. "Can you walk, or should I pick you up?" He sighed, he wanted to throw his arms round her and cover her in kisses and tell her he loved her, but not then, not there and not in front of those people.
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Metza looked up at Hako for a long moment wanting nothing more then to be cradled in his arms then shook her head "No... I can't walk... sorry..." she said softly... the sorry was more for what she wanted to say... it was a cover up for what she couldn't say. She wanted to ask him if he could please pick her up though with the people around... that might not have been such a good idea.
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He nodded, not minding at all. "I need you to stand so I can pick you up." He put his arms round her and lifted her so she was practically standing up, then put his arms behind her and lifted her up, holding her into his chest, hoping his body heat would calm her a little. He looked at the woman who had asked him in. "Thanks..." He walked outside with her, but went down a different, slightly less crowded street and eventually found the car. Even if he had been walking for ten minutes, she still weighed nothing. "Metza...are you going to be okay?" He lowered her into the passenger seat, then sat beside her and ran a hand down her cheek. "Oh god...I love you, I love you so much."
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"I... I'll be fine... my shoulder and my leg just hurts... it should stop soon... I just want to go home..." Metza said softly as she leaned on Hako lightly closing her eyes trying to ignore the major pain her body was now in. "I love you so much... I'm so glad we don't have to hide it now... no one will say one little thing to us now... other then a few slaves and maybe a few masters though they can't do a thing about it..." she said softly as she leaned up and kissed Hako on the lips lovingly though didn't move one of her arms... the arm that had the shoulder with the tracker in it.
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"How bad is it?" He kissed her and turned the key to start the car. "I'll do everything I can to help you feel better, just say." He laughed to himself and ruffled his hair. "I guess, I would pretty much do anything for you really." He felt stupid saying that, but it was true. "We'll be home in about fifteen minutes, so wont be that long."
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"... They went in... three inches in my shoulder I believe and didn't do that much to get the number off... that was the easier part... It's not as bad as my... well it's not as bad as my neck when it first happened... it just hurts allot..." Metza said softly as she looked up at Hako softly and smiled slightly. "All I need is some pain meds and sleep.... and for you to stay close." she said softly and closed her eyes again softly taking a few deep breaths to calm her shaking some.
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"Trust me, I'm not going anywhere. You're free now, and that means we can love each other. I'm not leaving you, especially not if you're hurt." He drove in silence for a while, then parked round the back of the house and carried her inside and lay her down on her bed, pain meds in his pocket. He handed her a few pills and stroked her hair smiling. "You're not mine anymore, not bound to me by some pathetic thirty pounds. You're mine because I love you, and because you love me." He nearly threw himself onto the bed next to her. "I can't even tell you how happy I am."
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Metza smiled at him after taking the pills with a drink from the cup she had left on her bedside table. She then curled up to him pulling her arms around his neck ignoring the pain in her shoulder as she leaned up and kissed Hako softly on the lips loving the sound of his words. "I can tell you the feelings are mutual... I love you so much..." she said softly laying her head on his chest softly.
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Hako looked at her and stroked her hair gently. "Sleep now okay? I know you're in pain, even if you don't show it. It's late anyway. Tomorrow...tomorrow will be a good day." He kissed her hair and laid back closing his eyes thinking about what he could plan for tomorrow. She was free now, and he wanted for her to see as soon as possible the benefits of that. He wanted her to enjoy herself, to do something she had never done.
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Metza yawned softly and nodded as she curled up a little more and closed her eyes slowly. Soon she had drifted off to sleep and was dreaming first of being free and being able to love Hako and no one bothering them... then... then her dreams turned just as they normally did and they turned dark. Her dreams now reflected what her life had been before she met Hako and all of the times she had been used and hurt... she didn't think she could ever love like that... not after all that she's been through... Passion... that just didn't seem to be her thing...
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He was woken up by Metza moving slightly against him. He put his arms around her and shook her awake gently. "You okay? Wake up, please. Were you having a bad dream?" He slipped his arms around her and brought her a little closer to him. He didn't know if she was even having a nightmare, but he thought best to check.
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Metza whimpered softly as she was lightly shaken awake and opened her eyes slowly to look at Hako and nodded as she slipped her arms around him slightly wanting to feel close to him as she let her thoughts calm some. "Yeah... I don't know how or why I would now though I did... I should be fine now...." she said softly and yawned a little and curled back up to him a little more closing her eyes again though didn't fall back asleep yet.
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Hako pulled her a little closer. "You've had a hard day, I don't blame you for having a bad sleep. Just remember I'm here, and that I wont let anything harm you." He yawned and closed his eyes, unable to stay awake much longer. "I...It's okay now Metza. I've got you." He opened his eyes, looked at her and then found them closing again. He drifted off, the first time he had done so before Metza.
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Metza smiled and curled just a little closer and was soon back asleep... Not but about an hour or so later she woke with a load gasp cringing and shivering in pain as her fresh wounds started hurting and bleeding through the bandages she had on...
(sorry I vanished for a while was at my cousins and she doesn't have internet or wifi anywhere close... though I'm back now ^^ ) (Is it okay that I skipped some?) |
(I haven't been around for ages either :3 so no worries. Yeah it's fine!)
Hako woke up suddenly, woken by the sound of Metza's gasp. "Metza? What's wrong...you in pain?" He put a hand on hers and tried to find out where she could be hurt. It was terrifying being woken up and thrown into a situation where he was worried. He put his arms round her gently. |
Metza woke a bit more when she heard Hako speak and looked up at him then another shiver ran down her spine. "My shoulder and my thigh... where they took out the tracker and removed their marks are hurting and I think they've bled through... the other places don't really hurt that much..." she said softly as she took the arm that wasn't hurt and reached up to feel her shoulder that was bleeding through then felt her thigh that was rather damp.
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He sat up and searched around in the draw for more bandages. He had seen a lot of blood lately, compared to the none he had seen before. "Okay, I'll start with your shoulder." He moved so he was sitting behind her so she could take her shirt off. He was hoping this wouldn't happen. He didn't want to see what they had done to her, but If he had no other choice he supposed he would just have to try his best to look away. "I thought you would be safe with me. You seem to be bleeding a whole lot for someone who's meant to be safe..."
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Metza smirked slightly when she heard Hako's comment after she had pulled her shirt off and was now holding it to her chest. "I've bled so much more and hurt so much more... You... And our home... Have been the least bloodiest parts of my life... I love it... Being here... Being close to you... It makes my life... Not seem so dark." she said softly and turned her head slightly to smile at Hako feeling rather contint with what she had said.
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He started to take of the almost blood soaked bandage. "Our house...yes." He lost himself in thought for a moment then realised he was just staring at his lap holding her old bandage having unwrapped it. He snapped back and started wrapping a new one around her, not looking at the wound that was making her bleed. "I'm happy to you're happy here. I've never been as happy here as I am now." He put a clip on to hold the bandage in place and then put his arms around her, closing his eyes for a moment. "Thank you...thank you so much."
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Metza smiled and wanted so badly to turn and wrap her arms around him though thought better of that notion as she moved some so she could get out of his grip just enough to pull her shirt back on. She then turned to pull her arms around his neck. "You know... I have no fear of this now." she said softly and kissed Hako warmly and deeply wanting nothing more then to feel his lips on hers and his arms around her.
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Hako kissed her back then kissed her neck gently. "Good. You never have to fear anything, ever again. Now if anyone ever does anything, you can do whatever you want." He looked up into her eyes and stroked her hair. "You're free, and you're safe and I promise you..." He gently kissed her bandaged neck. "you'll never be hurt by anyone again, not If I can stop it." He slid out of bed, still in jeans and a shirt from the night before. "How are you doing today? Will you be able to stand okay? I'm thinking about taking you out, when you think you can of course."
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Metza weighed how she felt and how much pain she was in with getting up... it equaled out just fine in her mind and she nodded with a smile. "I should be fine... I just hurt a bit... I might just need a bit of help up and maybe some meds for my shoulder though other then that I'm fine." she smiled up to Hako seeming in a rather good mood even though she hadn't slept too well and she hadn't had such a good last few days.
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He nodded and thought for a moment. "Just I was hoping to take you out somewhere for dinner tonight, now that you're free and all. I though it would make a nice change to being stuck here for most of the day. It's up to you If you would rather wait though. I mean, I only want to go out to make you happy after all." He glanced into the mirror at his messed up hair and tried to sort it out quickly. "Damn I'm hungry though...breakfast? I was thinking bacon maybe?" He was talking more to himself then her at first. "Oh, and I'll get you some meds."
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"Okay sounds good to me... But before you get up..." Metza smiled softly and moved to where she could pull her good arm around and moved his face in her direction to kiss him softly on the lips. "How I ever manajed to get a master like you I'll never know..." she smiled softly as she looked up slightly into Hako's eyes hers soft and loving.
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Hako loved that about her, the way that every moment he was with her was filled with so much love. He kissed her back and got up slowly thinking of what he could say. "Metza, you're a beautiful, loving girl. You're not lucky to have me. If people had seen you as the wonderful person you are, instead of just a slave then you would have found a whole lot of people a whole lot better then me." He sighed, and closed his eyes for a moment, a feeling of guilt growing inside him. He had never thought about her being with him, as her not being with anyone else but for the first time he couldn't help but wonder if she would be happier and better off without him. He had always thought of himself as broken. Broken emotions, broken world around him. Even now Metza had helped him so many things still confused him. He had hated everyone for so long. He didn't know how to treat people, he was getting better but that wasn't good enough in his eyes.
(ooc: Woah didn't mean for it to be that long :3) |
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