"No...not at all, it doesn't bug me. I just...it kinda scares me to start it myself..." Lawrence admitted, hanging his head with shame. "I'm sorry...I'm such a wuss..."

Putting the berry back into his mouth josh leaned forward so that Lawrence would have to open his mouth or risk the poor berry being squished on his lips.

Lawrence backed off again, chickening out of opening his mouth on his own. It seemed he would need a lot of practice and breaking in to get this right.

Josh fell forward the poor berry smashing into Lawrence’s shirt. ~you were not sapped to move love.~ a hint of merriment sounded in his voice. ~should I lick it up?~

Lawrence had been frowning, and then his cheeks flushed bright red. "...!" It seemed like he didn't know what to say. But, he certainly wasn't saying no...

leaning down again josh licked the berry off his shirt. swallowing it he held up another berry this time in his fingers.

Lawrence shuffled slightly, and then reached up with his mouth to take the berry.

pulling the berry away slowly he lead him to his mouth before allowing him the berry. if he could not do it him self then josh would teach him that it was ok.

Lawrence allowed Josh to do this, though he still wouldn't incite it on his own...

the berry kissed Lawrence lips. ~you got to open up for it.~

Lawrence shifted uncomfortably and didn't open his lips. Though, he relaxed them, hoping that Josh would be able to push through without too much effort.

~if your not going to open then then fine.~ and he squished the poor strawberry all over his face.

Lawrence grumbled, removing his now-sticky glasses. "Great...now I have to spend a whole lot of my time getting them clean again..." He sounded miserable. It seemed like he was ashamed of himself.

josh kissed him. "it was just the strawberry I was not going to kiss you then."

Lawrence was shy to respond to the kiss, but did so slowly anyway.

Fully happy with the Kiss josh pulled back and popped a blueberry into Lawrence mouth before he could close it. "we should eat the rest of our food now."

Lawrence nodded, reluctantly going to dig into the rest of his food. He was hungry, and he hadn't realized it until just now.

taking a fork full of pancakes josh smiled. "one day you will feel comfortable with it and more." what the more was josh did not know but he know that if he really wanted to know he could just ask William. who seemed to be the only one in the group that knew anything about sex. "or are you not wanting to become comfortable with it?"

Lawrence went pink and nearly choked on his food. "I...I...one day, I'll be better, but I'm a real wuss, okay...?"

"yah its ok." josh leaned back and stuffed the forkful of pancake in his mouth. ~its not like I was ready to be kissed the frist time ether, in fact it scared me. I thought that some great lighting bolt was going to fall from the sky the moment our lips touched.~

Lawrence nodded slowly, smiling. "Okay...thanks for understanding..." He sounded so grateful...

taking another forkful josh held it out to Lawrence. "do you want some? you had not had some the last few times we ate so I did not get you any."

Lawrence shook his head, smiling. "No, I'm okay with what's on my tray. You eat your food." He sounded perfectly content, now.

"so what do you have planed today? is today your cooking class?" he nibbled on the edge of the pancake watching Lawrence. he was a fine young man, much better then the last one he had found. he hope that his dream would come true, well some of it any ways.

~I have it every other week, starting next week,~ Lawrence revealed, crossing his legs together. ~So, I'm free today.~