Even a person could throw away another person if its needed....

He sighed with that thought.

"Why?" he looked at Justin

The sigh made Justin blink for a moment. Had Marc just thought of something not nice?

"You don't seem to... be holding much that's precious to you," the part-time model said as he'd looked down at the bag for a minute or two. He couldn't let Marc just give him something without him having to give something in return. But... what could I give? he thought before he'd felt his eyes widen a bit.

Justin reached up and he'd undid the necklace around his neck. Smiling a little, he put it in his palm and held it out to Marc. "Here," he said, "Keep this for me." It's a simply type of necklace, medium-thick and chained with what seemed to be a pendant with a bright, clear blue stone. "I hope... you'll keep this, make it precious to you."

I don't seem to be holding much that precious to me? My brother, my only brother, who is precious to me, threw me away . . .


He closed his eyes taking a deep breath

If only I did not crying and begging mum to go to theme park at that time. . . I won't be thrown away . . . He over-thought.

He shook his head with his eyes closed. He did not hear what Justin said but somehow he got himself a necklace from Justin.

He stared at the necklace.

Make it precious to me?

He looked at Justin and chuckled a bit

" Thanks but no thanks. There is nothing good from having something precious to you. " he replied returning the necklace to Justin.

"there is no need for you to repay me by giving me stuff. The thought alone is more than enough." he added trying not to hurt Justin

Justin shook his head and he took Marc's hand in his own. "I insist," he told him as he'd put it in the other's palm and closed his hand around it, "Have it."

Holding the model's hand in his own for a moment, he looked at Marc and smiled gently. "At least... it'd remind you that you have someone who cares much about you." As if that wasn't enough, he'd leaned down to kiss Marc's closed fist.

"I love you, Marc. I mean it."

He was surprised with both Justin's confession and his eagerness for Marc to keep the necklace.


"This is the second day we get to know each other. I think it's love. Perhaps you misunderstood the feeling" He shook his head.

"I appreciate the fact that you are worried about me." He smiled gently.

Nobody cares about me. Let alone you, Justin. It just... seems impossible to me

Justin felt oddly disappointed. But, if there was anything, it was his stubborness and his will to not give up.

"I still believe I haven't misunderstood the feeling. Two days or how many days, it doesn't matter," he told him as he'd smiled. He wasn't about to confess about his being a big fan of Marc. "And... I'm not just worried."

He put Marc's hand down on his lap. "I want you to keep the necklace," he insisted as he'd closed his hand around Marc's own hand.

I want you to only think of me.

"I really think you are mistaken. " he shook his head.

" I don't think of you that way. I mean, seriously. . . Its true that I am bi. I accept anyone who goes by. But it can't be you. I don't wanna mess with you. " he replied with a smile while his hand still holding the necklace.

I don't wanna destroy what you have build so hard, Justin. I just can't. You have a family that I don't have

"Look, I will keep this necklace as you asked me. But I can't promise you that I can take a good care of this." he replied while putting the necklace around his neck.

"I think, you are still sleepy since you mumbled a lot. Perhaps you should go to sleep ." he added after putting the necklace on. He then looked at the clock inside the car

"We still have another 3 hours before we arrive. You should go to sleep" he added.

Justin was disappointed by what he'd heard. Even then... he wasn't going to give up.

I've gone this far. I love Marc and I'll show him what it means to be loved.

With this thought in mind, he silently nodded and blinked as he'd turned to look at the other when he'd suggested sleep. Now that he reminded him of it. He felt himself yawn. Excusing himself a bit, he leaned back comfortably on the seat and smiled softly towards Marc's way.

"I think I will," he told him before he'd let his eyes slide shut. Because he's gotten used to having someone else's shoulder, he borrowed Marc's shoulder and rested his chin on it. "Just for today, let me borrow your shoulder." He yawned again and grunted before he'd finally relaxed and gone to sleep.

Marc tried his best not to awaken Justin. His hand kept touching the necklace that Justin gave him just now.

Keeping this precious to myself? How? He struggled with his thought that he decided to go asleep as well.

As he closed his eyes, a flashback flooded back to his mind. It was a memory of the day of the accident. He was whimpered at his mum for spending more time with his elder brother instead of him. He cried begging his mum to take him to theme park for the first time as they never once went to crowded place. His mum tried her best to cheer him up with other things but nothing worked that she decided to go with him. Little did they know that a rival of his dad's company sent an assassin to kill them by setting up an accident . . . but luckily his mum covered him up and sacrificed herself for the Marc's safety.

He opened his eyes . He was sweating and panting. He could not believe that now he had a flashbak

Why now? Why?

He sobbed quietly.

(( I'm almost tempted to have Justin save Marc, too. XD Just to get them closer or something. ))


Justin stirred awake at the shoulder that was shaking. He frowned a moment and popped an eye open before he'd opened his eyes to try and wake himself up. Hm? as this thought crossed his mind, he shifted a bit to look at Marc and felt his eyes widen at what he'd seen.

Quickly, he'd wrapped his arms around Marc and he'd pulled him close. Running his fingers through the man's hair, he also rubbed his back to try and help soothe away his fears. "Shh..." he whispered into the other's ear as he'd tucked his hair behind his ear and resumed to rubbing his back.

( XD. Should I let Marc lettin Justin in his life now? I am tempted too >< but this is a second day they encounter each other gaaah :gonk: so itchy to do it)

unconsciously he leaned his body to Justin's shoulder with his eyes closed as he was trying soothe himself. He did manage to pull himself together after leaned for thirty minutes. He wiped his tears and realised that it was Justin who was beside him and trying to calm him down.

Oh no. What have I done?

" I . . I am sorry " he spoke haltingly as he was not entirely calm down.

Justin raised his free hand to brush some tears away from the other's cheek with the back of his hand. "Don't be sorry," he told him as he'd smiled a gentle smile at him, "Did you have a nightmare, something that made you cry this much?" He put the other's head again on his chest as he'd pressed a light kiss on the top of the other's head. "Cry as much as you want." Yet again, he ran his hand soothingly up and down the other's back.


(( I'm thinking... maybe Marc sees Justin differently now? XD I'm also wanting to see how Marc would be jealous enough to have Justin soothe him again and tell him upright that all he wants is Marc and no one else in his heart. <3 ))

(ooh O: Okay but jealous towards who? :gonk:)

The pat on the head and the light kiss on his forehead reminded him of the way both his mum and his brother used to soothe him whenever he felt down.

He buried his head on Justin's chest and sobbing softly.

Haltingly he spoke, " I. . I remembered about Junho"

Hearing Marc say someone else's name made him jealous. But, he'd held himself back from speaking as he'd continued to soothe the other.

"Junho?" he asked quietly, his voice barely a whisper as he'd tilted his head a little. Gently, he caressed Marc's cheek and raised his brows a little in curiosity.

He nodded without saying anything.

"Ya... I miss him." He spoke haltingly without even realise or consider how Justin might feel.

He kept sobbing but after few minutes laid his head on Justin's chest, he lifted up his head and sat properly.

"I... I am sorry" he added in still halting voice while wipping his eyes.

Justin pursed his lips for a moment before he'd calmed his jealousy down. He shouldn't be jealous. If Marc missed him then... why hadn't he chased after this... Junho? It irritated him to think of the name.

When the other had lifted up his head and sat properly, he was a little disappointed with the lost of contact. "Don't be," he told him with a gentle smile as he'd lifted his hand to brush a few of the other's tears away from his cheek. "Are you feeling better?" he asked him.

He nodded.

Why am I showing my weaknesses now? Why when with him?

He took a deep breath while closing his eyes trying to get rid the thought that floated in his mind.

"I am... My emotion plays on me atm. I envy you. You have a warm family." he answered sighing.

"anyway. . . I love your sister so much! she is just... ADORABLE" he changed the topic.

"So cute!!!! " he added

Justin smiled for a moment before his face turned to that of surprise when he'd seen the other's outburst. Odd how his lips turned up into a wide smile as he'd found himself laughing.

"She is, isn't she?" he asked before he'd nodded, "And, she seemed to like you back there, too."

"I know! Damn! if only she is few years older. I sound like a pedophile." He chuckled.

He was so glad he managed to change the topic of the conversation.

"Anyway, thanks again for last time. Really appreciate the fact that you took me to your place when I was not sober enough. How can I repay you? Name it" he added

Justin smiled. At least, Marc was feeling a little better. Blinking at the other's words, he'd shaken his head a little. "I can't think of one right now," he started, "So can I hold that favor?"

"And..." he trailed off for a moment. He knew he shouldn't pry but he looked rather sad as he'd asked his question: "Your friend, Nadine was it? And you, are you two an item?"

He chuckled a little.

"Hold a favor? you? Nahhh you won't be able to. Trust me. You have greater things worth of your attention." he brushed off Justin in a soft way thinking that Justin was just trying to be nice to him.

he took a breath then smiled before replied, "Nadine? Nahh... she was willing enough to make me as her greatest priority that I let her to be my 'friend with benefit' if you know what I meant."

Justin shook his head at the other's words. The only person ever worthy of his attention was Marc. But, he wouldn't say that out loud. That would just be cheesy. Instead, he said this: "You owe me a favor and I'll get that when I think of something good." Chuckling lightly, he rubbed his hands on his lap and listened to the other reply to his question.

"Then... if I make you my greatest priority, would you stop having her take advantage of you?" he asked, reaching out to take the other's hand in his own. He put Marc's hand on his chest as he'd looked rather sad while he continued on, "It hurts me having to see you with her... or with anyone for that matter - taking advantage of you."

He chuckled at it.
"Yeah... I owe you one. Just come anytime to redeem it to me."
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Not long afterwards, he was shocked. Shocked hearing the confession of Justin and how his hand somehow was taken by Justin and place on Justin's chest.

Damn. What shall I... wth! why am I getting confused! I should just easily brush him off!

He softly bit a tip of his lips before slighlty brushed Justin off and pulled off his own hand slightly near his eye brows

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"You know . . . saying something like that does not suit you."

Justin was disappointed when the other had taken his hand back and had said those words but he insisted on what he believes.

"I mean it," he told him with a slight smile, "Believe me. I mean what I said." There was a gentle look in his eyes as he watched the other and leaned in to press a light kiss on the side of the other's head. "Let me borrow your shoulder for a while, for a short nap."
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With those words, he rested his head on the other's shoulder and let out a quiet sigh of satisfaction. "You're a special person to me, Marc."

For some reason he found himself in a difficult situation. His mind was struggling and he never once faced this kind of situation. In the past, he would always replied 'yes' to everyone's offer and could not careless whether the person later on fed up or not.

"What shall I do? Why can't I just reply yes? Gaaah.... "

As Justin leaned his head on Marc's shoulder, Marc closed his eyes.

Few minutes later he then dared enough to answer, "Look, I would not mind being with you but I still don't want to be bound with anyone. My policy is I welcome anyone and they can leave me anytime they want. I don't hold favor anyone."

he closed his eyes after giving the reply hoping that everything was just a dream