Nick chuckled and leaned on her more "nah, I've seen it. Sorry about throwing you, by the way. I was... startled. I wasn't expecting it" he told her before kissing her. "Alright... hmmmm... well... do you have any questions for me? We could do a question trade off. I ask one, you ask one, so on, so forth" he suggested.

"Hey I didn't say it was the same forms... the other form is back and the form you saw was white... and yeah... you scared the crap out of me." Mesy frowned then laughed and kissed him back. "Hm... Do you like to do anything other then drink? Like any hobbies or stuff you just like to do like sports or arts or something?' she asked curiousely.

Nick blinked a few times and thought about it "Wow... I don't know... I've just been doing whatever Elizabeth wanted to do... no wonder I'm so messed up. I didn't even have control over my whole life... Well. Anyway, when I was younger I did... well... martial arts a lot. I think I started somewhere when I was eight or something. Anything I could learn, I did. I just soaked it all up" he explained. "Alright... do you... play any instruments?" he asked.

"Violen, flute, and the piano I have dabbled in... though I am mostly good with the fute and violen." she smiled then thought for a minute. "Favorite movies and bands and songs?" she asked thinking of what she could

Nick shrugged with a chuckle "whatever peaks my interest. I don't think I've ever had a 'favorite'" he admitted before tilting his head back to think. "Ummm... If there was one thing I should know about you, that I don't know already, what would it be?" he asked.

Mesy thought for a few minutes then a faint look of some-sort came into her eyes... An unknown, deep, almost saddened look. "I can think of a few things... Though... I... I don't know what you would think of me if I told you." she murmured softly and almost a whiser as she let her hand wonder into his and she looked at their hands... It made her happy to see them intertwined.

Nick looked down and thought of the things he's done. "Surely... surely they can't be that bad... if anyone should be worried about what the other thinks of them... it should be me. I mean... I didn't exactly make a good first impression" he reassured her softly, stroking the back of her hand with his thumb.

"I... I have two baby girls... They're four by now... Somehow we got seporated a year ago and I haven't been able to find them... My brothers friend raped me when I was 15..." Mesy whispered softly squeezing Nick's hand as some tears rolled down her cheeks. This hurt but she had to tell him... Someone had to know and she wanted it to be him... Maybe he could help her.

(he he okay I know that's screwy but ow well XD )

((nice twist (= ))

Nick wrapped his arm around Mesy and pulled her close. He reached up with his free hand and wiped away her tears, kissing the spots where the tears had been. "Hey... it's ok. I don't think any less of you... why would I?" he asked. His mind wandered back to the horrible things he'd done... He was what you'd call a teenage delinquent. "You don't have to worry about anything, Mes... I'm here for you. Always" he whispered.

"Because a lot of people said I should have just given the twins to an adoption center instead of risking taking them with me..." Mesy whimpered some burrying her face in Nick's shoulders still crying. The motherly pain had never left her... in fact over that year it had gotten stonger and she had longed more and more for her doubters to be in her arms again... safe in her arms where she knew they were safe.

(thank you thank you ^^ you know she'll want to try and find them again soon right X3 )

Nick kissed the top of her head and then tilted it up so he could look at her. "Look... you made your choice for your own reasons. Frankly... I hate adoption centers. Your kids would've made out just fine cuz they're young and I'm sure just as cute as you... but frankly... I'm glad you didn't give them away. Do you have any idea how you got separated?" he asked.

Mesy thought then nodded. "In an airport, we had just gotten off a flight and I talking to a flight attendent who had said that such young children had to go to a curtain area when I turned back to walk over to the there was a crowd that seporated us... I heard them call for me though when I got through they weren't there... Someone said they saw them on another flight... I've been tracking them since then... I was hinted off that they were here... I saw them in a add for that real big adoption center here... That's why I came here... To find my babies... I haven't seen the addoption center yet I was just trying to find some work first so when I found them we would have somewhere to stay and food and clothes..." she murmured softly thinking on all the plans she had made. She sounded and looked so much more matture then normal while she spoke of tge two little girls. Slowly she pulled a small heart locket necklase out and opened the locket that contained a little girl on each side other resembling their mother grately.

"Listen to me... We'll find them. The center should still be open... we can go check now. I'll take care of you and them, ok? You're my life... that is... if you want me to be a father to them" Nick offered.

Mesy looked at him almost shocked at his words. Slowly a wide smile spread across her face a fetures as she moved so she could put her arms around his neck and kiss him deeply. "Thank you. I think you would be the best dad they could ever have." she smiled softly and kissed him again only to extatic to think that she might get her babies back.

Nick didn't think he'd be the best dad... but he appreciated the comment. He kissed her back with a passion, but soon cut it off so they could stand up "Come on, babe... lets go see if we can find them" he said while standing up. He held his hand out to her and smiled slightly.

Mesy smiled nodding and took his hand letting him help her up then intertwined their fingers and smiled at him "Believe it or not you would be a dad ten... No 100 times better then their really father... And you're kind and loving and sweet... That's what I wanted in a father for them." she smiled happily to Nick.

Nick smiled sadly as he led her to his car "I'm also a recovering alcoholic that still hasn't gotten over his ex. I'm prone to violence when the right buttons are pushed, especially if intoxicated. And i've already killed their mother... yeah... I'll be a great dad" he said in an unconvinced tone.

Mesy rolled her eyes as she fallowed him to the car then waited for him to get in before speaking. "Well one that girl ain't coming close, two there's no alcohol in the appartment and I will kill you if I find anything... And three I have already forgiven you no need to bring it up to the girls." she murmured softly to Nick.

Nick sat silently in his seat for a few moments "but who's to say that I won't become abusive? just because the alcohol is gone... doesn't mean that I'm still not violent" he asked softly before starting the car up. He put it into gear and began to drive towards the adoption center.

Once there, he got out quickly and opened the door for Mesy "come on... it's still open" he pointed out.

Throughout the drive Mesy tried to reasure Nick on how good of a life she thought they could give her two little girls. When they arived and Nick opened her door so many thoughts and emotions hit her, what if they weren't here? What if they were wrong? What if someone had already taken them? What if they didn't let her take them? What if they didn't like Nick? What if they couldn't remember her?! Her mind was only coming up with too many what-if's right now. As they walked to the clerch desk Mesy gripped Nick's hand with her trembling icy fingers. "Hena Destiny Usagi, Heiwa Destiny Usagi? Please tell me you have a pair of twins about four years old... I'm their mother please tell me their here." she panted some and the reseptionest flipped through some files and smiled warmly as she called down two numbers and two name into an over head microphone that couldn't be heard in the front room that had several doors that led bad and see through walls though you could not go to the other side without someone with you.*

After about ten or fifthteen minutes of Mesy filling out adoption forms two little girls came in the room shyly looking at each other holding the others hand with the other hands thumb eather in their or close to it with a buny withboth girl. One had white hair and the other black and both had blue eyes and looked like Mesy. When the little girls saw Mesy she was standing and they ran to her jumping and reaching up to her crying 'mommy'. Tears filled Mesy's eyes as she scoopped up a little girl in each arm and held the crying girls close. "We thought you might be close and looking for them... They would always cry at night for their mom and they cried at us when they first came here and we were trying to clean them up. We had asked them to take everything off including thier lockets and they refused." a kind looking woman said after dismissing the guards that were requiered to stay in the room. "There is something you'll need to know though.... They were taken frim a man we knew kidnapped them... He had abused them... Not sexually but he had beet them some." the woman said softly though couldn't help but smile when she saw the two little girls curled up asleep in their mothers arms. Mesy looked at the woman worriedly but nodded as she looked back at Nick. "Love, I think we should leave and head straight home... I don't think I can stand very much longer." she murmured softly leaning on her love some not letting go of her sleeping girls.

(cuteness ^^ I shall add their pick to my bio)*

((awwwww))

Nick nodded "sure thing. Do you need help carrying them?" he asked as he supported her on their way to the door. He didn't think she'd let go of them if she did need help, but it would never hurt to offer. He was nervous... he was essentially a father now. Could he do it? When they got to the car he opened the door and placed a hand on Mesy's arm "here... why don't I hold one so you can put the other in the car, ok? Only if you're fine with it, though" he said softly. He wished his mother had shown him as much love and care as Mesy was showing her little girls.

Mesy smiled and looked between the two girls thinking who would be the easiest to pull off. "Thanks" She smiled and slowly shifted so she could hand Heiwa to Nick and put Hena in the car quietly. She then took Heiwa back and sat the two next to eachother so they were leaning on one another. Mesy smiled softly then quietly closed the door to the back seet and got in the front looking back at her girls smiling widely as she waited for Nick to get in.

Nick buckled himself in and turned the car on. He was quiet and thoughtful, thinking about the future. What will happen with him and Mesy. Will the girls like him? These thoughts and dozens more penetrated his thoughts as he drove. He hoped Mesy didn't try to talk to him, because he wouldn't have been able hear her. He pulled into a spot in the parking lot and helped Mesy get the little angels out. "You just go ahead and put them in our room. I'll sleep on the couch until we can get beds, alright?" he instructed as they headed to their apartment.

"Okay... for tonight... I'm gonna have to figure something out... I think my shoulders bleeding through again." Mesy sighed softly as they got to the appartment and she put the girls down on the bed where they curled up to each other though abviously weren't in a deep sleep yet... they never were though now they would get the chance sense Mesy had them bakc.

Nick nodded and led Mesy to the front room where the first aid kit was. "Shirt, let's fix that shoulder up, alright?" he suggested as he gently set her down and began to gather the materials needed to fix her shoulder. He was still quiet, even when he spoke. "Mesy... do you really think that I can be a good dad?" he asked softly, looking her in the eyes.