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Hermione nearly passed out 'but how could he know ....he of all people....I really want to die' She thought to herself....
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Snape blinks as he didn't know what to say on how he knew that. "lets just forget about it for now but the real thing is whatever you feel for me. It can't happen." reaches up and touches her face. "We could get into trouble if anyone found out." stands up after pulling his hand back.
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" Do you feel the same.....I know...you have been with me in the nights.....I hear you and feel when you brush my hair....aside....I did not mind it...its when I first began to fall for you was not that long ago..." Hermione looked at him into his eyes grabbing his arm...
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Snape felt her grabbing his arm as he looks over at her. "I guess the cloak doesn't work as well like I thought" chuckles some "But yes I do feel the same..is which I been trying to ignore it especial during my teachings." says softly.
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" I understand you see me as nothing but a child I do not blame you even though I am 18...." She let him go slowly as she turned to walk away " its pointless right for us to feel this way...we can not be together....." She stated as she looked back at him. " We can not hide this if we were together......you are right....I must be insane to think otherwise"
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Snape knew the ball was tonight and plus it was an mask ball so it probbly be hard to tell who people was. He had an plan on seeing how this would go but it was risky for him to think like this as he would go get ready as the great hall was closed as people inside was changed things around for the ball.
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Hermione ran back to her room crying ' I am so stupid!!!! I feel dumb for the first time here at Hogwarts. ' I no longer want to go to his class I refuse to ' She thought to herself as she got into her shower and cried for a while as the hot water got on her skin. She got asked by harry to the ball she was going to go with him as friends so she thought to herself....but harry had other plans ....he wanted to tell her how he felt
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Once everyone was ready and all the ball would start everyone of course was dress in their best and wearing different masks so it would be hard to tell who was who.
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Hermione looked wonderful she was at the arm of Harry potter. She knew for some reason that Snape would hate seeing her with harry arm in arm but she did not care she was hurt and wanted nothing more then to make Snape jealous as childish as that was she did not care. She looked radiant and hopped that Snape would notice...
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Snape watches the students having an good time. he leans against the wall and sighs to himself as he felt bad for hurting Hermione like that. But it had to be told even thought he didn't like it. He watches and notice one as he knew it had to be Hermonie on none other than Harry's arms. He trys to keep calm but yet it was making him abit jealous.
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Hermione smiled at harry happily as he lead her to the dance floor. He danced the waltz with her and spinned her around the room happily. " You are a wonderful dancer harry" she stated happily unaware Snape was watching
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Snape had thoughts about going over there but he didn't want to make an scene. He crosses his arms over his chest while he leans agaisnt the wall watched them dance. He figure once Harry moves away to get thme an drink or something he would move over to talk to Hermoine.
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Harry moved away after dancing for a long while. He went to see where Ron was. Hermione stood on the dance floor waiting to be asked to dance by someone. She loved to dance and hopped she would again. She began to feel nervous she saw him come towards her but he was wearing a mask....how did she know it was him?
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But he didn't care what others would think as he reaches out taking her hand gently "Come lets dance" says as he gently pulls her out onto the dance floor. He looks down at her "Look I am sorry for what I said..its just I was just in shock thats all. And also I didn't even knew I came into your room at night." says softly in an whisper so others would listen.
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No one else knew it was Snape thankfully. She looked at him in the eyes he looked handsome in the mask 'what am I thinking he is ....argh' "What are you tying to tell me then......I do not understand why you are here dancing with me......?" She stated as she gazed at him " I told you how I felt you dismissed it completely."
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Snape brough him close to her as he wrap an arm around her waist and other holding her hand as he dances with her. "No I can't this time...when I see you with Potter I am jealous." says looking down at her and sighs gently "I do love you." says after.
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" it bothers you to see me with potter....thats funny" She stated as she chuckled to herself. She looked into his eyes " Are you serious?" She asked him as she gazed into his eyes " are you joking with me or something?" She asked him her look scared and confused. 'is he for real?'
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Snape stops dancing with her and takes her off the dance floor and to somewhere more private away. He closes the door behind him and looks at her. He reaches up and takes off his mask "No I'm not joking with you..I mean what I said." says looking at her. He reaches up and runs his finger tips across her face.
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Hermione felt light headed as she felt him touch her face " Why are you expressing this now?" She asked him " you made me feel like you did not care for me earlier...you told me its best to act as if we felt nothing"
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He sighs gently and nods "Yes I know and I feel bad for it. I just thought everyone would think wrong of us and try to break us up away.. I was trying to think what it was right..of course now it was wrong." he says looking down. "I do care about you I was only thinking mainly myself and not you..now I feel even worse for doing so."
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" be selfish I do not care think in only you......does not matter to me any how" She stated with tears in her eyes. She looked into his eyes wondering what he was thinking
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Snape sighs "Just please forgive me..I know I said wrong things but I'm trying to make it up to you.." before Hermoine could say anything else he kissed her.
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Hermione wanted to say something else but was stopped by his lips....his warm lips resting upon her own she had never been kissed before this very moment in time....She was happy he was her first kiss. She slowly put her arms around his neck and kissed him back as best she could.
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Snape wraps his arms around her and pulls her close. He closes his eyes and kisses her gently and lovely once after he felt Hermonie kissing him back.
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Hermione felt this passion and love coming from him as well as her. It was like a deep hunger that was trapped and finally set free.
She felt his strong arm around her tightly. She hopped it would not get father then a kiss she did not feel ready to take it farther. She soon stopped kissing him and pulled away a bit but still remained in his arms. She breathed in " I do not know what to say...." |
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