Stomach?

mhm. I feel like I am going to curl up and die.

K that is really weird! Lix too :gonk: I am already working on leaving work early.

I think I am just going to go to Subways and get something to eat, then go home and go to bed.

Food sounds kinda good :lol:
So does Bed.
Feel better Kai! <3

You too Lixxi <3

Will try! <3 ^^
Plus we have Eddie's B-day dinner tonight....I would kill for an hour of sleep XD

I drew the monster for my book design story!

:eager: Awesome! Can we sees?

when I eventually scan it

Awesome! <3
Feeling any better love?

gah voting started in user picks! Kai, i voted for you. i hope you win.

Awe thank you BSW!!!!

*pops in* hihi! Playing video games, which is why I'm not on MSN XD

Kiwi I miss chuuuu </3

<3 I miss Kai!

no problem Kai!

so...... hows life?

Kiwi sleeps too much...

D: *worries* ...

Kai is good, a bit tired though.

How are you BSW?

i dont know... depressed. im not doing anything with my life and its just not getting any better. and i keep hoping it will... but i feel like no one is even willing to give me a shot. and no one believes i can do anything better... not anyone who knows me anyways.

so yeah... im depressed.

I know excatly how you feel, BSW. That's how my life is going right now. About 9 months ago I lost the best job I've ever had and then had to move in with my mom and started a job that pays me about four dollars less than what I had been making. D: Which isn't enough to pay all of my bills...

I know that road as well. I have been jobless for over 4 months. The only Employer who gave me a chance I had to leave because his wife and my fellow employees thought I was a stupid little girl when Tony knew I was just going through a lot of crap at the time.

my first job i made $10 an hour when minimum wage was 6.50 and all i did was look pretty. my second job i was a junior forest ranger and i discovered a love for the environment as well as myself. ever since then i have worked minimum wage jobs that suck and everyone is pissed off and depressed. i have never done anything even half as good as my first two jobs. its just been down hill ever since then and that was like 15 years ago. down hill for 15 years is a pretty rough climb.

but i do know what its like to have to move in with your parents and stuff. I was going to and then my dad rented out the basement that i was going to live in to his mother in law. who he hates. and my old bedroom has long since been turned into a workroom. so i dont have a place to go back to. even my mom has renovated my room. its a storage closet now.

D: That's a bunch of bullshit. I have a feeling that my current supervisior feels that way with me. She also talks a lot of shit behind my back. It drives me up the wall. And our table lead treats us all like little kids. I'm like, yeah I know I look young and this is only my second job, but I'm not a child. I'm flipping 27. D: But whatever...I'm also scared to go back to school... <.<


When I started working, I was at 8.50 an hour, that was over 8 years ago. When I got laid off from that job, I was at 12.75 and hour. Now, working in the warehouse at Knott's, I'm only making 8.40 an hour. AND if I make it a year, I'd get a 20 cent raise. How in the hell is that a raise? D: It's a bunch of bull.. But I need money since Unemployment hates me.

*gives a big group hug to Kiwi and BSW*

Yeah, speaking of moving in with your parents, I am on the verge of starting to sort through shit. I have to sell everything soon. Moving to the states is going to suck.