A full picture... hm. I could try, but I can't promise anything, I haven't been able to do many actual pictures I'm happy with lately. It's kind of why I'm only doing outfits right now instead of drawing Sadiya and Nivedus.

mmkay, then don't worry about it *laughs* I understand when things just don't work. for a year none of the people I drew had hands, because they never came out right.

@kage: I don't know why praise is weird for you :P you deserve it. *hugs tight* ^.^

Codette: I've been having the hand issue as well lately. I either crop the picture or draw the hands in PS where I can manipulate them easier. Eyes are giving me trouble as well, which is a strange thing, I love drawing eyes. But, the idea is a neat one so who knows, maybe soon I will be able to draw it for you ^^

Staria: I'm just not used to it still, I guess... thank you though *hug*

Well hopefully i can get you use to it since you deserve it *hugs* <3

I'm at work for the next 2 hours or so. I can chat but can't make a full post... see y'all in a bit.

have a good day at work Cat. I go in, in 2 hours for a 4 hour shift. I was supposed to get today off, but one of my co-workers is sick and asked if I'd take her shift

=><= Congratulations, you have all succeeded in making me flustered.

Cat: Alright, hope you have a good time at work ^^

*giggles* hehe good :P . Now Janu just needs to make Heiro feel flustered and you can be flustered in and out of character at the same time XD. Sorry I'm in a silly mood

XD Good luck with that, it takes quite a bit to throw him off his game. It's usually only things like accidentally speaking in another language or doing something that makes him really stand out that make him get flustered and even then it usually comes out as frustration rather than embarrassment.

Kage- heh Well I don't seem like the kind of person who'd be fascinated with swords, whose fenced and gone to national events, sooo really everyone's full of surprises. XD And do you get flustered often?

Codette- lol Hey, it's a fae ball after all!

true >.. though when he said I love you in Japanese instead it seemed to fluster him a little xD. though I don't know if she can do that again XD. Janu it's hard for her to fluster anyway, too shy. >.> if she'd act on her first instinct and just throw herself into his arms and kiss him she might fluster him a little considering the setting <..<

Codette!!! I need to know something! Who should lead the dance, Cyris or Ignatius? ><

Pap-chan: True, and there are quite a few things you wouldn't expect from him. Like the fact he loves to bake and cook! The hardened dhampir assassin is quite a chef, lol. And no, I don't, though I get frustrated and embarrassed when I mess up my words and slip into another language sometimes as well ^^'

Staria: Well, he was flustered because he said it in the wrong language. Though I suppose he could be unsure of himself because actual love isn't something he deals with very often. Oh, which reminds me, How would Janu deal with the fact that he is/has to be polyamorous?

She'll hate it XD but probably deal with it and keep how much it bothers her to herself and just let him continue on without a word >.>... why does he have to be anywho?

Kage- lol Somehow I'm not surprised considering he's based on you, and not just him but his story too. Right?

Hey guys. What do you think of this crazy idea for a back story for Jacky. The Great North Flock is basically a mob family dealing with magic artifices and contraband (drugs and weapons) for the supernatural world. She's a big daddies girl and has the "gets what she wants mentality and thinks that if she gets in any sort of trouble her dad will bail her out. But she still wants someone else to run the thing when time comes, doesn't want her hands dirty. ???

sounds interesting

Awesome character backstory as usual.

Well we've no lack of things to choose from to spice up the rp if the need ever arises.

Great, so he'll feel bad about it again >< the logic is simple, one person can't sustain him. For him to feed properly, he'd have to take a fair amount of blood, which means she has to rest and build it back up for at the very least two days. He has to feed every day, sometimes more than once if he gets injured or has to use a large amount of energy. So it only makes sense for him to have more than one lover/donor.

Cat: I love it! That could be a very cool roleplay idea, even. ^^

Pap-chan: Heheh, I suppose, but it's not really a weird thing for someone like me. And yea, a lot of the things I've gone through are written into his story as well, usually with some changes, though.

Stilll doesn't explain why he'd have to love more then one person :P. there is a difference between love and giving blood or sex >.>... though honestly with the abilities from her father that include hellsih endurance she's probably the one person who could, even though that'd also likely mean she'd basically be living in her bedroom xD. Though honestly in that case she'd definitely put up with it XD, Just feel bad when he's out with another man or woman and then feel guilty for it.

edit: with me my personal problems with it, and likely by extension the fact i have few characters who dont have problems with it, it's less feeling or morality and more bad experiences... Including the rapist/cheating ex who brought home HPV and a cancer scare for me (HPV can cause abnormal cells/pre cancer sells. In most people the cells appear then their bodies fight off the HPV off. So I yeah I had to wait a few months to see if I'd be fine or if my ex's fooling around after making a big deal about cheating was bad himself had given me cancer/possibly killed me so he could have more sex >.<... since then I just won't tolerate it in my relationships. I'm not saying its bad or something people should feel bad for or hate, just that it's not for me.

Kage- So fashion design is weird, but not baking? heh So what kind of person does that make you? Ah I see, one of the reasons why the story means so much to you?

Well, he doesn't have to love more than one, but he treats his donors as lovers, some more intimate than others. He's an open person in that respect and has nearly always lived that way, he doesn't see anything wrong with it, despite what modern society keeps telling him. He did try once to give it up with Estelle, but it didn't work so well. Let's just say bad things can happen when a dhampir is forced to go on a diet.

I understand your personal problems with it, and I'm sorry you had to go through that, but being polyamorous isn't just about sex. What he did was far from loving more than one person peacefully.

Pap-chan: Well, if you put it that way, I guess it is... but it's not like I'm creating stunning masterpieces like the cakes and stuff you see on TV, I just love to make bread and meals that make everyone's mouths happy. ^^ and I'm really not sure what that makes me, other than a man of many interests, lol.

Yes, it is. Heiro is me, pretty much, just with a much more exciting and long life ^^

Well Janu wouldn't' ask him to give it up or any such thing, but she's still human and can't help how she feels XD. Add that to him being his first love and she's going to have natural feelings of jealousy and hurt which she'll hide from him as best she can ... while feeling guilty since it's a necessity XD.

And like I said, I don't judge him or you. It's none of my concern anyway. I've just had too many bad experiences with it... and not just with one man but two. The worst was of course the cancer scare but unfortunately it is by far not the only one. The first relationship i was with there was the guy who cheated on me multiple times but would be so jealous and weird about other guys even looking my way that i was honestly afraid he was going to beat me when I e-hugged a friend... not even irl hugged, just did '*hug*'. I eventually left said guy for obvious reasons. Accordingly even in character I can't help my experiences coloring it slight for me. I've tried to do otherwise but I just can't...

Kage- I wasn't saying it's strange you know. >< Gosh you're making me hungry!!! Sounds like a fair description of you. I have too many interests, which is why I've not been able to figure out what I want to do, as in work in.

From what you've told me so far, I just think it's a different kind of exciting life. lol