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Rae looked over his shoulder as he shrugged, walking on. "Can't take this shit." He decided to take a run for it as he ran away from both girls.
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Momoko was so angry she couldn't help her self "You funking chicken!! I just want to talk!" Momoko ran after Rae forgetting all about class. i took her a long time before she caught up to Rae. out of breath she manged to tell him "Im sorry."
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Rae shrugged. "Doesn't matter. You might've made the cracks, he was the one who broke me." Rae didn't face her as he stood with his back at her. "Besides, be happy. I'll be gone. 'T was what you wanted anyway..." Rae walked away, shaking his head. "It's no use apologizing. I shouldn'tve let myself love him anyway..."
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"Are you really going to leave?" Momoko wasn't giving up yet. "Come on please....i don't even know if her wan'ts just me. When we were hanging out yesterday he told me that he loved you but he also had feeling for me." She took a step closer to Rae. "He could still want you."
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Rae sighed as he turned around. His face showed he was obviously agitated. "Why would you care, huh? You knew it, and you didn't give a damn. Then why would he?" His eyes started stinging again as his eyes flooded with tears. Tears which were eager to roll down his cheeks. "He doesn't love me. And even if he did it wouldn't change a thing, cause I don't love him anymore. It took me a year, a whole fucking year, to finally hear him say I love you Rae. And you just walk by and he doesn't even know weither he likes me. Screw it. I'm done with it..." Rae turned around as he crouched down, rubbing his eyes.
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Momo turned and headed bake to the school. There was no point in trying to reasion with him right now. 'A whole year?' she tought 'He like him a whole year?' Class had been in setion for a good half hour. Momoko walked in and sat down. The teacher didn't even ask her Why she Was late, Teacher New all the rumors.
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Rae sat there, crouched, as tears ran down his cheeks. "Why do I care to begin with..." He wiped his nose with his sleeve, rocking himself back and forth slowly.
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Makino watched them, It's not her fault, or yours it's not anyones." Your all Idiots! You think that love is easy, You can't have love with out pain! Relationships are always put the test! Rae your being childish, running away just because your hurting! This is pathetic, leave if you want i'm done here, I can't take this anymore." She stormed pasted them, They were being idiots what was love without pain? What was turst with out a test? Did nothing matter anymore? She didn't care she just wanted to be away from all of them. bunch or irratating morons!
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After class Momoko went to the nurce. She felt horible and couldnt be around other people. Aperantly she has a fever and was Exused to her room for the reat of the day. Momoko thanked the nurce and headed to her room. Some much was going on in this school. Why couldn't she have left things alone. Momoko layed down in her bed for a good hour or so sleeping of some of her worries.
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Rae looked at Makino from the corners of his eyes. "You think that I'm pathetic while you're the one running away of everything that seems bothersome, let alone the fact it might not even do any harm to begin with. I might be pathetic, yet so are you, Makino." Rae shrugged. "I'm not leaving cause of the pain. I'm leaving to take a break from the drama. Call me pathetic for it. You're doing the exact same thing." He continued his path towards the busstop, as he sat down, waiting.
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Momoko couldn't sleep, no matter how hard she tried. Rae was leaving and Momoko herself didn't know if Niwa really wanted her. She knew she wanted him. Why is it that Drama always come with love, no not love ,lust. Momoko didn't lust Niwa that she was sure off, but she didn't know if she loved him. She did want him though.
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Rae put his hood up, as it started to rain. Still seated at the busstop, he thought to himself. "Why? Why am I never good enough? Not to my friends, to the ones I love, to my father..." Rae's heart ached. The person he knew would know the answer was his mother. But Rae's real mother had passed away several years ago. Since her death, his father couldn't bear looking at him, and nothing he did or try to make his father proud was good enough. Rae sighed, leaning his head back. "To remain unloved, and sheltered from that you crave for...I guess that's life..." He closed his eyes, thinking about Niwa, and how he had been making out with Momoko for two days. "I craved him..." he said, smiling as the rain started pouring harder.
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Momoko didn't know what to do. She didn't want to fall for someone who was going to leave her. "Aww Niwa." she said to herself "Do you wan't me or not? cause i know i want you." Momo couldn't stay in her room all day. She sneaked out of her room and into the Music room. lucky for her ther was no class in there. She sat down in the set and began playing a love song.
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(( the drama is hurting my head >.<" I'm like woah? Oh guys i'm watching V for Vendetta! the ending is like O.O boom...))
Your doing the same thing... the word echoed in her head. The rain had drenched her completely, her bangs feel over her eyes, tears mixed with the droplets. She loved them all yet she couldn't help but hate them. Rae, Niwa, Momo... Leaning against a buidling, she had made it into the near by town. |
Niwa heard the rumor about Rae leaving. Niwa ran all the way down to the bus stop. He trips and stumbles all the way there. "Rae!" He screams clenching his chest. "Where in the hell are you going?!" Niwa was trying to catch his breath and stop his heart from pounding so hard. Niwa had a weak heart so all of the running was making his heart work to hard "Do you think you're just gonna leave, just like that? You're so damn stupid Rae! I'm not letting you go!" Niwa stumbles over to Rae.
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the rain poors as Momo plays the piano. she had to get away from the world. tears roles down her face. one or the fewthings she wanted she didn't know if you would be able to have.
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I'm never going back, I don't belong there, putting on fake smiles, Rae was right I'm pathetic... Her bright blue eyes clouded by her thoughts. Sliding down the wall she wrapped her arms around her legs. Tears freely flowing down her cheeks. I'm nothing like them, I'll never be able to confuse my feels.. NEVER!
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Momo stops playing. she needed to talk to Niwa. Leaving the music room she heads to the boys dorms. turning down the hall she knocks on Niwas room door. no answer. She kept knocking tears still rolling down her eyes. " Niwa if your in there answer me please." Momoko falls to the floor in fron't of his door. leaning agenst his door she waits.
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One the boys in the dorm room saw Momoko "Um, Niwa is out by the bus stop with Rae."
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Momo looks up at the boy. she stands up and kisses him . " Thank you so much." Momo runsdown the hall bumping in to three boys. The ground was wet, snd the grass was slippery. half way there Momo fell on her need getting mudd all over her hand and knees. Momo couldn't hold back the tears but it didn't matter because the rain hid them. She way all most there. the ground moves out from under her and Momo falls agen. she was a mess. she couldn't get up, she didn't want to get up. There was no point. Niwa was just going to tell her that it wasn't going to work and that he did really love Rae.
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Rika hummed a lullaby as everyone began to gossip around her. 'And so the plot thickens...' She quoted from 'The Whipping Boy', her favourite book from childhood. Quoting phrases were so easy when such drama occurred. Well, for her. Still, she listened to the group of girls next to her. Someone was running away, she didn't know the person who had, but she immediately pitied him. Having to hear from rumors must be terrible... She thought. At that moment a Princess Bride quote ran through her head. "Life is pain, princess. Anybody else who says different is selling something." She said with a smile. Then she blushed as everybody stared at her. |
Her head ached she felt like her insides where being torn apart. How long had she been here? She couldn’t remember, all she knew now was that it was dark.
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Momoko had fallen asleep out in the rain. her muscels were sore and she felt sick. how long had she been here? She Didn't care any more. about anything. she felt like leaving school grounds and going crazy. She didn't have the guts so insted she went back to ther room and slept . She tryed txting Niwa but she wasn't getting any reply
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Deciding she would just go back to her dorm, Rika headed to the front of the class. She asked for permission to go to her room, and was granted it. Going back to her desk to retrieve her books, she then walked out of the classroom. In a few minutes time she was in her dorm looking out the window. She could see the silhouettes of several people. What were they doing out in the rain? Then she remembered the whole situation and turned away from the window. |
All her stuff was back at the school, her cell, instruments, clothes, everything. In fact the only thing she had on her was Ipod, to which she was thankful. Stumbling out of the Alley she wasn’t looking so hot, being drenched to the bone, and in this cold weather wasn’t helping her any. I am not going back, I don’t belong there and I’m not going back to mom. She doesn’t need to worry about me anymore. I’ll be perfectly fine on my own. She smiled at her stupid thoughts. He’s right I am running away, but it is for the best.
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