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Niwa kissed Rae back gently with a smile. "All you can do is what, love?" He asked questionably.
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"Eh...I...Well of course flex my muscles and work out, being captain of the football team and so on and so on..." Rae couldn't tell him, and as he took a step backwards he focused again on the painting. "Yeah but you got some qualities going on there. Oh yeah totally."
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Niwa knew he wasn't getting the whole story from Rae. " Yeah, working out and football." He didn't want to make Rae tell him anything he didn't want to tell him. He wanted Rae to open up to him on his own. He smiled slightly "I've been painting since I was 9, that's why i'm so good."
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"Awesome! I've been playing football since I could walk!" Rae wanted to sound strong and fierce, but as he looked at Niwa he could tell Niwa didn't believe him. He sighed. "My mom, she was a writer. Stories, poems...Practically everything. I...Admired her skills, so I wanted to write too. My dad, he wanted me to be the manly boy of each girl's dream. So he wanted me to become manly. I..." He hesitated. "I've been bisexual all my life, and a preference for boys at that. Yet my father didn't want to hear anything about it. Nor about poetry or writing stories. So I quit..." He sighed, trying to maintain calm as he knew his anger was only growing inside. "I wish I could just be me, but I have no reasons to write, no stories either. So I guess I'm a lost case..." He smiled faintly.
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Momoko spent a good 2 hours making up home work and taking tests. It was all prety easy and soon she was done. She handed the work in and left to find someone to hang out. Makino wasn't around and neather were the boys. looked like a little game of hide and seek.
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Niwa smiled "You should try writing love. You might be good at it."
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not being able to find Makino she decided to wait in Makinos room for her. She walked to the room hoping the door was unlocked. It was. Opening the door she steped into the room and sat on the chair by the bed. 'hope you get here soon' she thought. lseeing a book shelf she went over and started reading the titles.
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Rae blushed as he shook his head. "I doubt I'd be good. I've tried, yet I think it's nothing for me." He looked at the paintings again. "The colors... They remind me of my mother really. I miss her..."
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Niwa smiled at his painting "It doesn't matter if you're good at it love. I didn't start out good at art but i kept trying. You just have to keep trying." He painted in silence for a moment "I got a lot of be criticism from people before i got complements. I eventually realized that what they told me was wrong with my art made it better." Niwa turns to Rae. "write me something and I'll tell you what to work on,okay?" He smiled his sweet smile.
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Rae blushed at the sight of Niwa's smile. Knowing he could impossible reject him, he nodded. Several thoughts went through his mind. "Something like what? I have no clue of what to write or where to start." He shivered as he felt a sudden flood of panick running down his body.
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Niwa sat Rae down at the table right by him and then wrapped his arm around him. "Just write what you're feeling, love" he leaned his cheek against Raes
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Rae's heart skipped a beat. "Write what you feel..." he thought to himself. "Gah, I feel his cheek against mine! How can I write what I feel..." Rae kept thinking for a while, a red blush appearing on his cheeks as he grabbed a pen from his pocket, and a small notebook from the other one. "What I feel..." he wrote, as he thought deeply. "
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Rae stopped. Tapping his chin with the pen as he sighed. "I guess that's what I feel..." he said. (Sooo quoted from my own poems xD Sorry >0< ) (And logging off too x3 G'Night <3 ) |
Niwa smiled a radiant smile "That's so good love! You have a talent for writing whether you know it or not." Niwa nuzzled Rae
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Rae blushed as he smiled proudly. "Yeah I guess." He closed his eyes. "I love you Niwa. And as long as you're aware of it, then things will be just fine."
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Niwa smiles and blushed then kisses Rae "Aw, Rae, you're showing emotion " he chuckles.
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"I'm showing emotions? Gasp! That must be a bad thing, right?" Rae smiled as he shook his head, and out of the sudden, he started tickling Niwa. "Mwhahaha! I wont stop till you BEG me for mercy." He laughed as he pulled Niwa onto his lap.
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Niwa laughed and wiggles "Okay!" he screamed while laughing "okay, i give! I GIVE!!" Niwa fell of the floor
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(( Sorry for not posting for a while xD )) Rika tapped her finger on the desk. Homework was so boring! For a long period of time she concentrated hardly on the last question. Finally, after nearly an hour she broke her pencil in half. "Ah, never mind this." She decided, talking to herself. Standing up, she changed from her pajamas to a pair of black skinny jeans, a white long-sleeved shirt, a gray sweater, and some laced boots. Where should I go? Rika thought, locking the dorm room door behind her. She really did need to think before doing things. |
Rae laughed as he sat on Niwa's stomach. "Watch it I'm heavy." He smiled, gently stroking Niwa's cheek as he tilted his head to the left. "You know. It's been soo long since I last wrote a poem. It's odd. It feels awesome!"
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Niwa lay on the floor his hands above his head "It feels awesome cause it's something you're good at." Niwa chuckles "Kinda like you are in bed" he chuckles again.
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Rae smirked. "SEE! I knew it! You're my fan aren't you!" He laughed as he repeatedly poked Niwa's cheeks. "But then again you're pretty good yourself..." He blushed as he gently kissed Niwa's lips. "I love you. Somehow you always brighten my day. I don't know how you do it or why you do it. I just know that I'm thankful that you want to do it."
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Niwa kissed Rae back gently "I'm glad that you let me be there, love"he then smiles and kissed Rae again but this time he kissed him longer and more passionately.
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Rae heard some evil laughter in the back of his head as Niwa kissed him twice. He lay down on top of Niwa as he kissed him back as he licked the boy's lips teasingly."All mine..." he thought as he smiled.
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A small, black-white colored car stopped right outside of the school, and Anna stepped out of it, went to the trunk and took her bags.
"So this is the Amor Academy? Pretty nice, eh?" Said a woman who came out of the car right after Anna. "Yeah.." Anna answered and slowly started walking towards the school's doors. "Wait!" Her mother yelled. "You forgot your little birdie." She came and handed the cage to Anna. "Thanks, mom." Anna hugged her mother. "Bye then, my little." Anna didn't really like that when her mother called Anna 'her little'. Since she thought that classes were over already, she took her time to find Head master's office. "Oww... I will never find it!" Anna said to herself desperately, and sat next to the wall somewhere. She hated to admit it to herself, but she was absolutely lost, even though from outside this school looked so small. She looked at her little bird, and hoped that someone would come and lead her to the Head master's office. |
Hearing something in the distance, Rae looked up at the door as he narrowed his eyes. After a few seconds, he shrugged as he kissed Niwa's forehead. "I think I'm going crazy. Hearing things that aren't there." He smiled.
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