((ok I don't know how to decribe it but i'll do my best.))

Ryan breathed than started moving his hands in circles by his head and stomping his feet like the opening part of Haru Haru yukai dance. "Dang it, Hisoka, It's not fair, my heart beats like a drum when i'm around you my head can't think straight i tell you and you about 2 hours later forget about it."

Hisoka winced in shame. "I'm sorry..." he whispered again and looked down, biting his lip. He wiggled a bit feeling a very dark aura surrounding Ryan...

Ryan finally realized he was only hurting hisoka as much has he had been hurt himself. He sighed, "I'm sorry this is just hard for me your the first person i've had these feelings for is all." HE was trying to calm down but it was only working a little.

Hisoka sat still. "Eh?"

"I lo----l-lo.'

Hisoka waited, blinking curiously.

"Wait let me start over...........I.......Love.....you." the look on his face would make any yaoi fan girl squee.

Hisoka sat there stunned. Ryan...loved him? He covered his mouth with his hand. "R-ryan-san..."He started.

Ryan nodded slowly, "Yes I do and earlier you said you loved me back and then you forgot so it musnt be true." He started to cry again.

"Ryan-san..." Hisoka looked him right in the eye. "I love you too." He said this with complete assurance before continuing, "But are you sure you love me? I'm, as I told you a while back, old as dirt. I don't really know much about this century either so I can't be on the same level with you on certain topics...I know I'm not the most fun vampire to hang around either."

Ryan shook his head, "It doesn't matter to me that your old as dirt and probably don't understand what an mp3 player is. You make my heart soar, and my mind fuzzy and when i'm around you I don't know what to say yet I don't want to stop talking. And you even give me a headache." He looked at hisoka from his ball state, with puppy dog eyes.



((Anyone read vol. 13 of Ouran High School Host Club))

((Only watched it ;_; ))

Hisoka gulped and was still a moment before pulling Ryan into a warm hug.

Ryan didn't move, he didn't want to. He was being selfish and he didn't care he was over reacting and didn't care.

Hisoka didn't feel the hug returned and started to withdraw. He mus have really screwed up this time...

Ryan shook his head, "I'm sorry Hisoka I just can't believe you." He stood up and started to walk away but the pain of what he just did hurt so much he ran toward the dorms.

Hisoka sat there.

Ryan got to his room, "D*** it i can't do anything right," The tears were streaming down his cheeks, "I love hisoka so much and I just left him there. But he forgot about it i can't just forgive him for that now can I?"

Hisoka stood, eyes staring forward, and simply walked as far away from the direction Ryan went in as possible.

As he went, he couldn't help but think, 'I always knew such a thing wasn't possible.'

((Glares so evil))

Ryan soon realized what Hisoka had said earlier might not be a good thing, "Darn it." He splashed water on his face and went back out side. Once at the Tree he scream, "I"M SORRY!!!!!"

Someone walked into the room. They tried to look for Calice but they could not seem to see her even though she was standing right behind him. She took the guy down in one jump. Then she kicked him with her boot and tied him to the chair. Then she heard a buzz. It was the guys cell phone. She looked at the ID and it said, boss. She then ignored the call. Calice knew all of her friends room numbers. So she called Zakes room to see if he would pick up.

((xD)) Hisoka stumbled over a few rocks-something he'd never done before-and continued away. He had no set course...just...walking..

Ryan didn't know what to do this hurt worse than being forgotten. He thought maybe he just started running away. He ran off iin the opposite direction of the dorms, "HISOKAAAAAA! *trips* owwww!!!" Ryan stood up slowly, "Stupid Matt stupid Hisoka runnin away." He started to limp in that direction continueing to scream for hisoka.

Hisoka paused. He could jsut here someone calling him. He turned slowly and squinted, trying to make out the person hobbling toward him. 'Ryan' he realized and panic flooded him. In a moment he was by his side, lifting him off his feet. "Are you okay? What happened?"

"heh I tripped, I'm sorry." He said quietly he hid his face behind his hair, the redness of his eyes was bad and he knew it.

"L-let's just get you back to the dorms, he said worriedly and ran to the building and up the stairs. "You should stay in bed for a while, okay? At least until class starts..." Hisoka settled Ryan on the bed and back out, eyes down.