Chanel watched as the Sky seemed to be reliving things se didn't want to relive, and felt slightly bad for asking, then as she stepped closer, Chanel did what she did whenever Leena stepped closer to her, she rubbed lightly on her back, in a comforting way. As Sky finished living out the memories and her smile returned, Chanel nodded and said casually, "I like it here, but I never really made friends everyone I would talk to went away..." Chanel turned to Leena who had just joined them, and added "everyone except Leena."
Leena smiled and raised an eyebrow at Sky, before saying to Chanel "She's a doll...like your mother turned out to be."
Chanel instantly turned and shoved Leena, one of the few times she was ever angry with her, and hoped Sky wouldn't think ill of her for treating her friend so poorly."Sky you dont have dolls do you?" she said in somewhat of a monotone.

Sky furrowed her eyesbrows in confusion when Chanel mentioned a girl called Leena. Where's Leena? I haven't met here yet....... Then she watched in bemusement as Chanel started to talk to this girl called Leena and shoved her. Her confusion quickly turned to realisation.

'Oh, you have an imaginary friend! I had an imaginary friend when I was little - like when I was two years old! How old are you? Don't you think you're a little old for....imaginary friends!' Sky burst into laughter, keeling over with the pain in her sides. She couldn't imagine someone who was childish enough to still think like that.

She straightened herself up. She wasn't aware that there were mental conditions of a such that Chanel had. Her mind wasn't as developed to comprehend these things. 'Of course I have dolls!' she said proudly, placing her hands on her hips and looking haughty. 'They are much better than imaginary friends. At least they're real!' She said, giggling again.

Chanel turned away from Leena and back to Sky, her anger rising with each passing second, "LEENA IS NOT IMAGINARY! SHE'S RIGHT HERE!" Chanel screamed at Sky, her eyes flickering with rage. Chanel was about to jump on Sky when Leena's voice caused her to stop. "CHANEL STOP!" Leena said demandingly.
Chanel turned slowly to Leena, "What?" she half shrieked.
Leena laughed amused at Chanels anger, and replies simply, "She could be your friend, you could play with her dolls, like you used to." Leena rolled in laughter, as Chanel just stood there screaming at the top of her lungs. Three carers rushed in and looked between the girls, then grabbed Chanel and shook her, trying to get her to be quiet, but she continued to scream. A separate carer rushed up with a syringe and injected Chanel with some type of fluid.
Chanel watched as her vision slowly faded away and her body seemed to be floating on a cloud for a while, a nice dreamy state set in. The last thing she saw was Sky, and Leena grinning behind her. She then blacked out.

Sky was unaware that her words could have created such a reaction.

She snapped her hands over her ears as she watched Chanel scream at the top of her lungs. Her eyes were glued on her, staring in fear and shock.

Sky didn't take her eyes off Chanel until she was dragged away, unconsciousand out of sight. She shook with fear and shame and guilt, her blood coursed through her, the adrenalin making her jitter and stare wide-eyed into space.

She quickly ran into the canteen, looking for Penelope. Tears pricked her eyes and her hands shook slightly but she tried her best to keep them still. 'Penelope...' Sky called out, not too loudly as someone might sense the terror in her voice. Her eyes darted around, trying to find the blonde haired girl.

Penelope had been staring at her thumbs when she heard her name being called. Her head shot up and she stood up, catching a glimpse of Sky. The girl was obviously in distress. "Sky, what is it?" She asked softly as she approached the girl, and the carers shuffled nervously like a pack of gazelles.

Frankly, Penelope was amazed and worried to see Sky back so soon and without Chanel, even if Penelope disliked the girl. Pen sat up straight, confusion on his handsome face, and even Penny looked worried. The same thought was running through their heads. What the hell happened?

"Sky sweetie, what's wrong?" She whispered softly and looked worried.
Penny looked like a female version of Pen, with her long hair and willowy figure. She looked like a model or an actress, and she bent forwards to Penelope and brushed a strand of hair away. "Penelope, don't blame yourself. You're not responsible for whatever happened!" She whispered warningly, because she knew that Penelope was blaming herself for not going with Sky.
Penelope looked horribly ashamed and sad. She looked at Sky, and waited for an answer. My fault. All my fault. My fault... all my fault!

Sky was still shivering and shaking when Penelope approached her. A wave of anguish tore through her and she wrapped her arms around Penelope, her legs collapsing as she held on to her.
'I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to...' Sky was sobbing so hard, blubbering like a baby. She hadn't done this for years, not even when the highschool kids did their horrific things.
Sky held on to Penelope tightly, sobbing all over her, feeling her bones through her shirt. She was too frightened and too scared to think about anything at the moment. She didn't know what to do. The fact that she had upset someone so badly tore her up.
The carers had enough and pulled Sky off. She looked at them through her tears, feeling confused and bewildered that she was separated from Penelope. She looked at her, still needing her.

Penelope was shocked when Sky hugged her, and she would've loved to crush someone, but she stayed with her one rule. Don't kill children. Children are innocent, and adults are not. She stroked the girl's hair softly, and was caught off-guard as Sky was pulled away.
She stepped forward. "It's not her fault. She just needs me." She pleaded with the carers, willing them to understand. "Don't you see that she needs me?" She whispered softly. She was shaking herself, to contain her anger and her frustrations.
Pen stood up and stood by Penelope's side. "Hey, Penelope, don't push it. Remember last time?" How could she forget? She had killed that day, and it was burnt in her mind like a branding. It glowed red hot in her mind everytime she thought about it.

((Please post. This is a thread defibleration attempt. ))

The carers dragged Sky away, not wanting to wait and bother with what she was unpredictably going to do next. Sky screamed Penelope's name, twisting and turning in the carer's grip, trying to escape from their tight holds. Sky had never felt so shattered before, so helpless and vulnerable. Or maybe she had, Sky couldn't remember. There had been so many horrible incidents at highschool he didn't dare think about.

((sorry, I'm not going to be on menewsha for a couple of weeks because I have exams :gonk: but if I do manage to get on, I'll post, sorry!))

((I'm in the middle of my exams, so I'm on for a quick few seconds when I can, but next week i should be on more. My exams will be over :) ))

Chanel woke in her room stretched out on her bed, and sat up dizzily. Leena lay on the bed next to hers smiling and humming a happy tune. Chanel however was in no mood for Leena's cheerfulness that had been so pleasant until today.
"Leena, why did you have to push me?" Chanel asked after a few moments unnoticed by Leena. Leena looked over raised an eyebrow and shrugged.
"I don't know." She replies and turned back to her bed.

A carer came in a few minutes later, with a large tray and a small cup of juice. "Meds time" the carer chirped happily. Chanel hunched over and put her face in her hands, she never liked pills and taking them daily was never fun. The carer looked down at Chanel with an almost sad look on their face, then whispered, "Don't worry, things will get better..." Chanel shook her head and reached for the small paper cup of juice, and the small container of pills. She downed both in a big gulp and smiled at the carer, having a sudden change of heart towards the carers, they weren't so bad, friendly even. The carer left a glass of water next to Chanel's bed and left. Leena waltzed out of the room after the carer leaving Chanel in silence.

Sasha had refused to leave his room. Over the past weeks he'd try to sleep as much as possible, any escape from thinking and hearing anything outside of his room. "I can't leave.. I don't deserve to meet anyone here. Would I even be able to talk with them? Could there be anyone like me? This place.. this could never fix what I've done, or fix me." He'd beeen given his meals in his room and been carefully supervised. He missed books, art, and the one he destroyed. when Sasha was awake and conscience, Alexis was relentless. She'd mock him and reply that horrible day's events. It had been such a calm and peaceful morning. Before then, she'd been a fairly calm voice, and a rare occurance..
When she would leave him alone, he attempted to bury his memories. "Time will never mend.." he cried. This behavoir continued for weeks. Eventually he began going through other stages of grief.
Before his arrival at St.Thomas' he'd been in denail only moments after the 'accident'. Then, anger he felt toward himself, but mostly Alexis. There was no barganining besides the questions and begging toward his other mind. She'd been so content, almost no remorse. The deprssion lasted throughout most of his stay. Until one day, the acceptance, yet it was no such thing. He was simply calm. He seemed to be at peace. Yet.. smug. He smiled. His expression: accomplishment.
He'd convinced himself to never forget what he'd done, and to let it go. But, he was far from better. He wouldn't let Alexis win, he just had to be stronger. He open the door and stepped into the hall.

Could we try to do this again? Maybe if we did it less detailed and extreme, but still literate, it would work better?