Raven leaned on her sink as she closed her eyes. Showing him everything she had collected during her little planned delivery earlier. She went in order of everyone she had touched. Including Kevin and his father.

Chris held Shay tightly and kissed her head. "Shay... Look at me... Come on... Look at me..." he whispered tryingto snap her out of her memories. He kissed her forehead and looked at her worriedly. Secari saw this and looked at them. He quickly kneeled next to his side and put a hand on Shay's head. "Secari don't you'll drain yourself." Chris said shocked but Secari was already fighting the memoires and locking them away for Shay.

Arthur smiled and nodded. "This Kevin... And his father... They are intresting aren't they?" he said more to himself then her. "I need you to get close to them.... Get invovled with them and become a close friend..." he said and smiled. "And then once I have everything I need. Your past will be all yours to remember." he said and smiled.

Raven looked up into the mirror, "How much more everything do you need?" She asked him. She was starting to get very worn down from everything. Not to mention, getting close to Secari's group was difficult. Mostly because they had a tendency to ignore her.

tears where spilling over Shays eyes as Secari locked them away. But as he did he could also see everything that had happend and all the people she killed. She still clung to Chris's shirt desperatly and as the flow of memories calmed down the tears slowed down. Soon they had stoped but she still clung ot Chris and she buried her face into his chest.

Secari pulled away breathing hard and swayed slightly. He knew he didn't have the strength anymore. If he used magic again he would pass out. Chris held onto Shay and stroked her head whispering comforting words into her ear. He kissed her head and face no and again to let her know he was here. He in pain scared him more then anything.

Arthur looked at her and smiled reasuringly. "I need you to get them to trust you... So then you can introduce me and I can help Secari." he said and looked at her with a slight pleading. "I am very close to unlocking your past. All I need is more time and you can have it." he added hoping to catch her with this.

Shay slowly releaced her death grip on Chris's shirt but stayed close to him. But she looked over at Secari and looked down, "sorry that you had to see that." she said and her voice sounded raw. She then moved back to Chris and stayed close to him. She needed him and his soothing words now more then ever.

Raven looked into his eyes and nodded. Anyone could see the pleading features in him. The fallen angel just seemed so lost. He added in the part about her past. It would be great to know where she had come from, and not forget everything every waking second. "How do you think I should get them to trust me?" Raven asked him. Quietly, giving in to him.

He smirked, turning to chris, "I didn't do any thing to her. In fact its just the opposite." shrugging he leveled his gaze at her, "I warned you not to try something." Standing back up he began walking down the hall slowly. "Well than? I thought we where going."

Chris growled and wanted to chop Kevin's fat head off. "If you haven't noticed Secari and Shay aren't exactly in shape to be going anywhere." he growled and kissed Shay's head again. "Yes... I haven't much left..." Secari said softly feeling the fever really taking it's toll now.

Arthur smiled widely and was happy raven had agreed. "Quite simple. Secari seems to be the one to really impress... I say get on Amy's good side and do some random act of kindness and you're in." he said knowing only too well that his son was too trusting.

Shrugging he shook his head. "Not necessarily my problem now is it? Didn't do it. So if you don't mind, I am ready to hit the sack."

Chris wanted to run Kevin threw so badly he was shaking badly because he was holding himself back. "You know Secari I honk this guy in jealous. I think he wishes he could be like us and have friends and not have to worry because someone's got his back... And so he's taking it out on us." Chris said and Secari smirked. "Yes.... I was... Thinking that... Myself..." Secari said softly trying to keep his breathing even.

"Amy.." Raven repeated. The plan seemed very simple. Raven covered up the black star again. Rubbing it a bit. "Okay Arthur. I will try my best." She told him. Thinking of what Amy's possible interests could have been. Then again, Raven was probably thinking all too much. Raven thought of Alzeid again.. not really knowing how to approach him. That was it! Raven could ask Amy for some advice on guys. She stopped though. It was not fair to Alzeid. She really did not want to get him involved in any of this.

"Not really. I get sick whenever I see people, especially the likes of you, who just don't embrace the truth." Turning he glared, "Your all fools who think they are really together. But your not. Lies and deception, thats all I see when I see you."

Arthur smiled and dissappeared from Raven. This was perfect. Just a little lnger and he would have Secari in his grasp and kill him. And then his little friends would be no longer a use to him. But maybe Amy would be fun to play with. Just to even mess with Secari more. How sweet this kill would be.

Chris looked at Kevin and growled,"And what the hell do you mean by that?!" he demanded. Secari sighed heavily and stood. It seemed like the hardest thing in the world to do. "Me..." he said softly and stood for a second before turning from them. "I need to be alone for awail... To clear my head." he explained softly and walked away. Chris watched him go completely amazed he could stand right now and walk. He didn't go after Secari but knew something was wrong. "Kevin... I sware..." he muttered angerily and held Shay closer. It seemed sense they had met this kid nothing was going right... And Secari had gone black... Almost three times... And from what Secari had told him that barely ever happened. This kid was messing everything up. Secari walked out of the dorms and to Mr. Miller's room. He knocked and walked in. "We need totalk." he said softly.

Looking up from his papers, he frowned, "Yes. We do. Come in." Waving at the seat in front of him, he leaned back, "and to what do I owe the pleasure?"

"OOH SCARY." He shrugged, "I know you wouldn't be able to do it."

Chris looked up at him and growled. "I have killed way more punks then you could think." he growled thinking of the gang wars he had been in. "Trust me on more poser I can live with killing." he said angerily and shook his head.

Secari sat greatfully. "Your son. And advice on how to take care of my little situation." Secari said and looked at the teacher evenly. "I just wanted to point out that Kevin has almost pushed me to my limits. Which you saw just a mere sample of what could happen if I was to go over the edge...." he said and took in another breath greatfully. This fever was horrible but he had things to sort out. "I am not asking for help... This is more or less a warning. He can not be changed. But it does make my choices of action very few." he explianed softly.

Shay clung desperately at Chris's shirt as she heard Kevins voice. It was like pain to her ears and she burined her face into Chris's chest even more. "go away." she managed to get out of her mouth and those words where directed at Kevin. "just go away, you have messed up everything." she said and tryed to get closer to Chris even though she was already as close as she could get.

"Well now. That is an interesting conundrum isn't it." Lacing his fingers together he gazed at Secari sadly, "Unfortunately, I can't help you there. The kid might be a pain to handle, but think of it as... training." Winking he shook his head, "besides, I am pretty sure you might need the kid's help. Sorry but, he stays." Leaning back he shook his head, "Honestly, I would like to help you with him, I would. But I don't know him any better than you do."

"Would if I could." he grunted, tapping the symbol again, "can't though."

"As for your.. ah... condition. I can offer some minor relief, but thats about it." He shrugged, eyes heavy, "Thats about all I can offer right now."

Chris looked down at Shay and stroked her head. "Its okay... We'll make things right soon... I promise..." he whsipered snd kissed her head. He wished he could take the pain away. But he knew he could just by chopping Kevin's head off.... Butthen he would get expelled and he would have to leave. And he needed Shay. He couldn't leave.

Secari stood having known the answer before walking threw the door. But he had to warn this teacher at least. What if he broke and killed Kevin? He needed to know that his father understood the sercumstances. "Yes... Then I will remove myself if need be. I can not indanger everyone because I can not control my anger... " he said and bowed slightly. "Thank you for your time." he said and walked out the door. His heart heavily and his body giving out he shook his head. Never before had he even given thought to having to leave... But now everything had changed. Mr. Deveraxe noticed Secari and was surprised. "Secari.... Are you alright?" he asked walkig up to him. He still felt horrible for nearly killing Secari and wanted to make it up. It seemed that now was his chance. "No..." Secari said and Hayden felt his head. "Come to my room. I have a healing potion that will have you better in no time." he said leading Secari to his room.

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Shaking his head, he closed his eyes. what the hell is he doing now. Leaning back, he placed his feet on the desk and stretched.

"See. I told you, you couldn't do it. You just don't have it in ya." Leaning back against the wall, he yawned, "The only one who has the guts is that psychotic kid, what did you call him, secari?" he sneered

Chris growled at hearing Kevin's remark. "Secari... Is more of a man anyone will be. Damnit. Don't you get it?" Chris said and shook his head. It wasn't worth it. He wasn't going to try with this kid anymore. It didn't mean shit to Kevin.

Secari accepted the potion greatfully and sat down with Hayden. "What happened? You look like you just used all of your power and energy?" Hayden asked and Secari drank the potion. He then set down the flask and nodded. "Why?! You know you couldve killed yourself! You almost lost to the darkness and you were using magic?!" Hayden exclaimed and Secari massaged his forehead. "I couldn't just stand by... Kevin was in pain..." Secari said softly. "Secari, I told you... You can not push yourself at this time in your life.... It's dangerous as it is..." Hayden said and he nodded. "I know... But Kevin... He has pushed me... Almost beyond my capabilty of handling this." Secari said and Hayden ran a hand threw his hair. "How far has he pushed you?" he asked quietly. "I nearly went black three times...." Secari said softly and Hayden stood. Anger was clearly written on his face and he paced. "What do you plan on doing?" Hayden asked quietly. "Leaving...." Secari said softly and Hayden looked at him shocked. "Secari... Your father is out there... This school is the only thing that's protecting you right now." he said stopping in front of Secari. "I know... But it's better if I die... Then everyone else taking refuge here..."

amy breathed out heavily and shook her head rubbing her temples. she walked over to shay and chris and put a hand over shay's back. she looked over to kevin still touching shay and shook her head at him. "please. stop. i cant do this anymore." she took her hand off of shay and walked over to him offering her hand out. "i can play nice if you can."

Chris looked at Amy and met her eyes. "You have to talk to Secari... I have a bad feeling that he's doing something.... That he's gonna regret." Chris said softly and looked at her. "Youve gotta talk some sense into him..." he said softly and kissed Shay's head again.

Secari looked at Hayden and shook his head. "I can't do that..." he said softly and Hayden nodded. "The trip tommorrow to the forest... Do you think you can go?" Hayden asked and Secari shook his head. "It would be better if I stayed behind... To have time to make my desion final..." Secari said softly.

amy frowned and looked back at chris meeting his eyes. she nodded her head and smiled sadly. "of course, id do anything fro secari...but this." she pointed to her wrist. "would make our conversation a bit less...personlal."