I cleared my throat as blood rushed to my cheeks, blushing in embarrasment at what Yvonne had done.
"That's a little un-lady like don't you think? There are children present after all." I gently say to her as unoffensively as i could.

I quickly turned to Leon to keep Yvonne from saying anything to me if she dared.
"Leon, If I may have a moment alone with you later? There is some important business I would like to discuss."

((i'm waiting for Daemon...))

((I posted about 4 posts back... and just call me Dae))

((ah,ok i see it.sorry,my computer has been acting up lately.))
i nodded,a thoughtfull look on my face."shiloh,if you want to be part of our little family,you are more than welcome,but you should know about the family members." it had been bothering me for a while,ever since i remembered felix as my brother."would you be upset if you knew that one of us had destroyed an entire werewolf camp looking for thier loved one?" i wasnt about to tell her who it was,just in case.but i knew that to be a family,we had to be honest,and she had to know exactly what she was getting into.

((Its cool lol... I had comp problems last week))

I looked at the woman. Stuff she would need to know about? like what exactly. Then she said it. One of them had killed an entire wolfpack clan. I didnt really know what to say but all I could think of was, why kill them off if all your looking for is your loved one? What was the purpose? It didnt matter now but the thoughts were running through my head. "I would make me hurt to find out but i wouldnt exactly jump them for it. Otherwise i wouldnt have a family anymore and id be roaming the infected lands on my own. Even if it wasnt right i would still protect them to still be part of the family. You cant change the crimes you commit in the past but you can do things to make up for it." I said hoping i made sence of the point i was trying to make.

(Ha! the illfated return of The lord of the fishes~~! sorry... lots of stuff has been happening, and I will also be away all of next week to make things worse haha.... sorry! so I'm back... but I read everything. To make sure I have things right, Gemini and I are brother and sister, Eli and Ember are with Leon and Elsa (who I've never met hahaha) and Shiloh and Gemini are... basically just hanging out in a random cave? So I know how much to post, can someone tell me how long has really past since Eli and Ember left for Leon?)

((Your with us.))

(really? fun!!!! I get to met leon lolz)

I smiled, listening to the exchanges between Eli and the man she called Leon, who I guess used to be at the camp but somehow got separated. He seemed like an okay guy. To military for my taste though. At least I was here with people I actually knew and loved. It would be nice if my... sister... Gemini was also here. SHe's not though. Oh well I guess. She has a kid now. They're a big responsibility. Why the hell is Ember here then? Eh. I'll talk to her when We get back. Probably. Maybe. EH. I hate confrentations.

Suddenly I spoke up, "Leon, how did you exactly get separated from the people at the camp?"

I looked up at Felix spoke, I had forgotten he was even there, everything was so confusing now that he wasn't talking to her. "Yeah, I was wondering that too."

"I'm surpised you survived that." I said remembering how hard it had been when I ran away from the wolves.

(Nice to meet you lolz)

I smiled at the fact that everyone seemed to be reiminencing about that day. I remember... I was with my group around the time that happened. Even back then I was stupidish, as I had attacked 38 zombies that were together by myself. Somehow I killed them all... Then I remembered where I was now.

"I'm sorry, I was rude. I'm Felix. Nice to meet you," I said, as kindly as I could. "wow... Nice story by the way. Intresting. I think that you are lucky to have stumbled upon here though. You probably would've died by yourself. Oh with Elsa too of course!" I held out a hand to Elsa. "Nice to meet'cha!"

((actually it was kaleb that had been with us, i had gone back and changed my mistake when gemini pointed it out, but what the hay. we'll go along with it i guess. lol. and it was a trailer, not a humvee cyraus. hemora says so. lol.))

I glared at Yvonne. How I would love to tear her appart I thought among other grotesque thoughts involving Yvonne.

Felix spoke and snapped me away from my thoughts about killing that vile woman.
"I hate to admit it, but it took me a while to realize that you had gone missing Leon..." I added.
"We have others that you haven't met in our family now." I explain. "And we would love to add on to it."

I could sense the lycan here but I couldn't tell where she was. She was probably scared or on edge because of our scent.

i nodded."yes,i understand.i also understand why you might be confused by it.let me clear it up.you see,the one who did this thing,was felix.my own brother.he was looking for ember,because she had been taken after this huge battle where zombies and werewolves attacked our camp.that was the day i got there.felix and eli spent quite a while looking for ember,and by the time they found the camp,felix was out of his mind with worry,grief,and anger.plus,he is impulsive and easily swayed by his emothions.he went charging into the camp and devestatedd all of them looking for her,even though at that point she was no longer there,because she ran away and eli found her." i took a breath,steadying myself."there was one,just one survivor after that.it was the man who just the night before had gotten ember pregnant,the lycan who just ran off into the forest,james.it is a long,complicated story,but that is the jist of it.please dont hate felix,he is...confused,and somethimes emotionally unstable,but he really doesnt mean any harm.he did it for love.i have decided to find it creepily romantic.and i am going to help him.as his younger sister,he was always protecting me,now...now it's my turn.i want him to remember who he was...even if he can never be that person again..." by this time,silent tears were running down my face.i had a family now,a loving boyfriend,and even a baby on the way,but i didnt feel right.my dearest brother was missing,and how could i be truly happy like that?i sensed that kaleb had come back,and was watching from afar.i wiped at my tears,secretly thanking him for not butting in at the moment.he knew when i needed to be left alone,and when i needed female companionship.the tears kept flowing as felicity slept,and shiloh sat with me in the cave,now knowing some truth about her new family.

After sitting on the roof for a while I decided that it was time to start clearing all the area around us, so that we would have total control of the town. It wasn't very big and it would take no time at all to get it cleared and secure. I walked down the stairs to the main lobby. A few of the squad leaders that I still had left were gathered there.

"Listen up, we have some work that we need to get done before we can be totally safe here." I said as I walked up to them. They all turned and nodded their heads. We started setting up a plan to clear the buildings in the town. We knew that it would take a while, but we set it up so that we would be able to take nice long breaks between so many buildings. I took Sky and one of the squad leaders and went out to my truck. I detached the trailer and had Sky and the squad leader get in, Sky went up on the .50 Cal like usual. We drove around the town a little bit, just to see what if our plan to clear and secure would work out like we wanted it to.

It was a gruesome sight, in some areas that we went there were bodies laying around everywhere, some mutilated beyond recognition. We could see in some stores where people had been living their lives when out of no where the infected struck. From what I had noticed the worst of the outbreak had been when it first began, where the few that had been infected where hungry and didn't care what they did to get food. We pulled up to what used to be a Wal-Mart not too far from our hotel. It looked as if someone had tried to blockade the doors. I stopped the truck and we got out, peeking in through the windows. We couldn't see too much, but what caught our eyes were the holes in the roof. Suggesting that after the infected could not get through the doors, they decided that they would go through the roof instead. I could only imagine what the people thought on the inside of that building when they realized that the fight for their lives was about to end.

"Let's head back. We all need to get some sleep before we start doing this. I want a 10 man guard at all times. And send a messenger HUMVEE back to the camp and tell everyone else to start packing up and get over here as soon as they can. Break the camp down and throw the tents on the back on the other 915s." The squad leader nodded and wrote down what I had told him.

We got back to the hotel and I hooked my truck back up to the trailer. The squad leader took off to find a group of people to be the messengers.
"Sergeant, Eli and the others have been gone an awfully long time don't you think?" Sky said to me as we went to go back inside the hotel.
"Yes they have, but I'm sure that they can take care of themselves. If something bad would happen they would let us know somehow." I knew that while what I said was true, Sky was right as well.
"But Sergeant, I'm not too sure..." I cut her off by raising my hand.
"I am sure that they will return to us safe and sound. In the mean time we are going to clear and secure this area. So that when they come back it will be safe and we can live here happily for as long as we can. I am gonna get a phone and see if I can contact any of the Military leaders outside of California. I have a bad feeling that any of them that were here have been long gone by now." I could tell that Sky didn't like waiting for things to happen. I had a feeling that she wanted Eli to get back. Why i couldn't be sure, but I was sure that's what she was wanting. I heard her mutter something under her breath but I just ignored it. I was lost in wondering what and where Eli was at that very moment. I miss her so much, I hope that they get back soon. I thought to myself as we walked into the hotel lobby. I walked back up the stairs and to my room. I walked in, locked the door, and just plopped down on the bed with all my gear still on. Still thinking of Eli.

((Dang I didn't realize just how big this post was till i posted it and looked at it. lol O.O ))

I looked at the girl as her tears washed over her face. I slid over next to her more and put my arms around her. The story was a long one and it explained about james and how he was the one to impregnate Ember with the half breed child Felicity. Its not that i have anything against half breeds or anything anymore but it was just getting to be too common. James seemed to be an annoyance in the picture of this family. Then again if i remembered correctly he wasnt in the family. I started to rub her back for comfort and looked up to where Kaleb was. She could smell him from a mile away. The stench of a vampire that she would have to get use to.

i accepted the comfort coming from this girl i barely knew,our newest familyy member.though i didnt know her very well,i felt a sense of safety and comfort around her.finally,i took a deep breath to steady myself,one that came out more shaky than i would have wanted."kaleb,you can come out now." he stepped out of the shadows and crouched down next to me. he hugged me slightly and turned to shiloh. thank you for taking such good care of her.i know what happened with that other half-breed who atttacked her in the forest,and i am grateful that you were there.if not for you,me loved one and our child would be gone.and i apologise for my scent,but i can't help smelling like a vampire any more than a rose can help having thorns.i was born this way,so i know my scent as a pureblood will be stronger than the others.i'll ask you to please try to ignore it. i rolled my eyes.kaleb was always the gentleman,and he always said more than he needed to.we both knew she disliked his vampire scent,but i would have let it go.he had to apologise for it.

I looked at Kaleb. "Its no problem. The scent will eventually become normal for me. I know ill have to get use to it.... She is safe while a I am around now that we are family. No harm will come to her and her baby while they are around me." I smiled up at the pureblood. He seemed nice and serene unlike other pure bloods she had met in the past. If she had caused any offense she would apologize for it immediately now that he was family as well. She would always protect her family. "Do either of you need food? I can go hunt for some"

just at that moment,both of our stomachs growled.kaleb of course being a pureblood could not eat human food,only drink blood.and now that i carried a pureblood child,even though i was mutated,i would need blood as well."um...i guess we're both hungry.the thing is...we both need blood,not meat.is it possible to bring something without making it bleed too much? i-i mean,im mutated,but with a pureblood's childd in me,i need to drink blood to support him...and kaleb just doesnt eat anything else...b-but if,that's a burden,i d-dont mind,ill go hunting myself,or kaleb will hunt for us..." i felt a kick,and suddenly i was aware thaat i was starting to show.it had only been the day before that my child was concieved,and already it was somewhat noticeable that i was pregnant.i wondered not for the first time just how long this would last.

((aarg!!!! why must everything vampire be centered around twilight?! >.<))

I sipped on my tea, quietly examining the room.
Elsa had run off to play with the other children and now it was just the adults left in the room.

I looked over at Leon. We still needed to talk when we could find a moment and a place.

((hey,i liked the books,but the movie sucked @$$.personnaly i thought the 'needs blood for the baby' thing was a pretty reasonable idea.i think the biggest mistake she made,though,was saying they sparkled.that just killed it.))

((you know,i get this from my cousin constantly.alright,i get the point,but honestly half of those are based on the opinion of the writer,and some of them are factually untrue.like number 15,that says no real parent leaves there child unnatended without questioning them.there are many many parents in this world who do that constantly.and number 12,and i quote: "12.The reason the books became so popular is because Bella has no personality and any loser can put themselves in her shoes." that is really offensive! i was able to relate to bella's character,does that make me a loser? look,i know the difference beteween reality and fiction.i know the difference between good literature and crap.i fancy myself a fairly intelligent person,and i do like to see both sides of an arguement before i debate my side.all im saying is that in my opinion,that siries was ok.certainly i would choose harry potter over twilight in a heartbeat,but really,do you have to be so mean? and alot of the reasons on there are based on an unfair steryotype,which i have had QUITE enough of in my life.like the steryotypes about fangirls.having had and intelligent conversation with me,would you believe that i am a fangirl? but i am.))