Breandan stared at the napkin for a second before shaking his head "i'm fine," he whispered "I'll get over it. You get used to talking about it, especially with Hollister around..." he laughed once and gave a crooked smile, one corner of his mouth turning up but the other one staying in the neutral position. He nodded to the waiter in thanks as he set down the food then turned back to Akira and raised an eyebrow "was there anything else you were wondering about. Just ask, i'm fine. Don't worry about it being hard. I'll get used to it," his face had gone back to being emotionless.

Akira nodded and smiled at the waiter when he sat the food down then looked up at Breandon "i dont have any more questions....but thank you for shareing that with me tho"she smiled lightly at Breandon then picked up a fork and knife and took a bite out of her pancake.

Breandan looked down at his omelette and took one bite before looking up at Akira "Is it alright if I ask you questions?" he asked her then continued without waiting for the answer "have you ever, um..." he paused realizing how awkward this would sound "dated? Like actually been with someone for a while? Long enough to affect you?"

"yea sure thats fine i dont mind answering any of your questions"she smiled sweetly at him.Then once she heard the question she thought for a moment then looked at the ground "well...i had dated one person for a long time but....he moved on..i dated him until he died"she weakly smiled at him."well...he did affect me emotionaly that i felt like i shouldnt date anyone else but...i know he wants me happy so what ever guy i find in the future..weill hopefully stay with me forever"she looked away towards the window "...but...i dont think ill ever find a guy that will date me..."

Breandan raisd an eyebrow "why do you think that?" casually he took a sip of his water, trying to hide his eyes which were curiously roaming Akira's face. If she had ever been turned down then she must have been attracted to blind guys. It was the only explanation he could think of that would explain why someone wouldn't want to date her. Even more then jus how beautiful she was, she was kind...Maybe a little too easy, if what had happened that morning was any indication, but she probably just needed to learn how to be a bit more of a fighter. He sighed and slumped a little, letting his eyes roam the restaurant. Okay, so he would admit it, more then the restaurant he was still looking over Akira's face but....

"well...i give to much of my self to other people so quickly...i mean thats how i am....i kinda sound stupid doesnt it"she said scratching her head then looked up at Breandon "i dont know ...maybe im just destend to be alone"she smiled weakly then started to eat another bite out of her pancake.

Breandan shrugged "I doubt it...the people who give themselves so much, if they're careful, end up with the best relationships. Or so I've noticed. You tend to actually give who you are and not what that hot guy wants to see. Just...be careful about what you wear and what you do. Definitely don't wear something like you were wearing this morning," Breandan's cheeks flushed just a little "or...even just like...um...maybe....just don't get more risque then what you're wearing now," Breandan concentrated on keeping his blue eyes on Akira's black ones and not letting them stray to her lips. "Even what you're wearing right now is pushing it..." his eyes narrowed. He seemed to almost be glaring at Akira, as if he was angry at her for whatever reason. "Of course," Breandan chuckled "I'm a demon who mainly knows lust, what good is my advice?"

"of cours i wouldnt wear anything like that out on the steets...i think that would be common sence....unless your a stipper or a hoe and i am none of that...."she chuckled "well i think your advice is really good...it will help me in the future"she smiled at him "ill think about covering up"she said not wanting to tho because she felt to stiff with clothes that covered all of her body.Akira then sighed "well....well just see...."she said as she looked out the window then looked at Breandon "is there any more questions you would like to ask me"she said couriously.

Breandan rolled his eyes "I meant don' wear something like that around...uh...a boyfriend," then he shrugged "not really, are you ready to go? And when I ay cover up I don't mean completely. Just...maybe a little looser." he gave a small smile then muttered something that sounded like "it's frickin' torture to see you looking like you do..." thn he looked at his omelette hich he had barely eaten and took a bite.

Akira chuckled "oh...i see"she covered her mouth then looked into Breandon's eyes "....does it bother you what im wearing"she said smiling up as she pushed the plate to the side of the table so it would be easier for the waiter to grab it "and ya im ready...."she looked at his plate that looked like he bearly even touched it "are you ready"

"Yeah, I'm ready," Breandan nodded and stood up, payed the bill then walked out. He sat down non his motorcycle and waited for Akira. He was kind of staring into space, as if thinking really hard. In fact he was trying to answer Akira's first question. Did her clothes today bother him. He had to admit that, yes, they did. Why? Heh, that one was easy, she was hot and her clothes were sexy, maybe that was just lust but, he smirked, he might just have to test her and see if she would take any of his advice....

Akira looked at Breandon wondering what he was thinking...would he answer her question..it seem like it did but maybe i didn't. Akira then started to put on the helmet and sat behind Breandon then held him tightly."alright im ready"she said nodding like one of the bobble heads that you find in those gift shops "so we're heading to you house...right"she asked couriosly.

Breandan pretended to not hear her question and he moved his motorcycle back and drove out of the driveway. He turned towards his house but didn't slow down t all as they neared the beginning of his long driveway then he rode right past it. He came up to another thing that looked like a driveway and he turned into it and rode up it. There was an old barn sitting at the top and Breandan shut off his motorcycle, climbing off and grabbing Akira's arm and dragged her to the side of the barn then pushed her back against the wall and leaning over her, whispering into her ear "so," he murmured "shall we give you a test over what i said?" then he let his lips trail down Akira's cheek to her lips but then he was careful to not let his lips actually touch her lips. Carefully he kissed her chin then her nose.

aren't we driving a little to fast... she yelped then thougth they were going to his house but then out of know where they were at this barn. "wait why are we-"she couldnt finish her sentence because of him pinning her to the wall blushing when he kissed her chin and nose she felt so numb with him infront of her so close that his lips could touch her's any second.She then looked at him angrily then clutched her fist but instead of punching him she pushed him pinning him to the floor "what the hell is the matter with you" she said wanting to strangle him "i thought-i ....your...you know forget this im out"she said rolling her eyes as she got off of him and started heading out towards the exit ..i thought he was nice....but then again he could be bi-polar...

Breandan smirked and jumped up, wrapping his arms around Akira's waist from behind "come on," he chuckled "you didn't hink that information was free did you?" he asked and turned her head to gently brush his lips against Akira's "I know you think i'm a jerk but you know those clothes aren't yours and Holli gonna want them back so you could give them to me right now or you can just shut up, cooperate, and wait till we get back to my house to give them back," he smirked "unless you want to steal from Hollister...."

Akira bit her lip then elbowed Breandon in the stomach then turn to face him "first of all i was planning to give them to her and second you cant controle me so im going back to the house and go change back into my old clothes then i can get out of this place and go back to my regular life"she said as she turned around and headed towards his house.

Breandan laughed "sorry, there is no regular life. You've been seen with me. I wasn't really worried about that at first because my original plan was just to rape you then kill you but now you'll be targeted just like Holli is. They won't be so kind," he was smirking but for a second something flashed in his eyes that looked an awful lot like actual true concern. Because of that one flash, that one crack in his armor instantly Breandan's mean face became nothing but a badly painted mask. Still he kept it on.

Akira turned back at Breandon looking into his eyes trying to play the bad guy but could tell that image was crumbling down.she then walked back towards Breandon and stood right infront of him then lifted an eye brow up "who are the people that are targating me and holi"she as couriously "is it the demons....the gansters...or both"she said confused

"everyone," Breandan murmured as slowly more of the mask broke and fell away leaving his eyes completely vulnerable. "They...they don't have problems like mine...They don't..." he paused then gulped knowing he was going to have to finally admit it "they don't fake it," he whispered and took a step forward slowly and cautiously layed a hand on Akira's cheek "you know i really do care about you...i don't know if i'm in love with you yet but i care....and i don't want something happening to you. I'm sorry for both times i've backed you against a wall...i'm just trying to prove to myself that i can be a demon again...it's just not working," he half-smiled "but i care...and i don't want yout o forget that..."

Akira blushed lightly and was stunned to hear that coming out of his mouth.She looked down at the floor for a second then looked up at Breandon she smiled lightly then couldnt take it any more and hugged him but let go a soon as she hugged him "thanks....and i do care about you to....but its just hard to figure out what you want"she chuckled.

"I don't know...I tell myself i want to be respected in the demon world again...feared in the demon world...but i'm not always sure what i tell myself is true when it's that loud and clear..." Breandan was trying to keep the shock out of his voice. He was surpsied that Akira had just hugged him like that...Gently he wrapped his arms around her "um...could i see your cellphone quick? I want to put my number in it so that you can call me instantly if you need me...unless you don't want me to,"

Akira blinked then took out her cell phone from her back pocket then handed it to him "here i dont mind having your number"she smiled at him then thought of what hea said earlier about him wanting to regain his title of 'most feared demon'as she thought of it."well....do you really want that title agian...."she said as she slightly blushed when he held her.

Breandan punched in his number then slipped the phone back into Akira's back pocket before realizing how weird that must have seemed to her "sorry..." he muttered as he pondered her question "I'm not sure, if i do want that title...It would mean leaving Holli t fend for herself and as much as i fake it i really care about her...it woul dmean killing you...no. I don't want that title. Never." his voice was decided but slowly that too was crumbling "I guess...i kind of wan the title...i just don't want to have to kill every angel i meet. Some of them i could take but there's this one particular one who is more annoying then you could realize but you know...I couldn't eer hurt her...."

"its alright"she said blushing a light pink bearly noticable then she looked up at his face and gently placed her hand over his cheek and smiled softly "i bet you'll figure what you want soon...it must be confusing and hard to figure this out by yourself...isnt it"she said in a soft calming tone "but ill be here if you need me alright"she smiled sweetly at him.

Breandan half smiled as his cheeks flushed a little at Akira's touch "it is kinda confusing. But thank you...just know that if anyone ever threatens you you just need to get to my house as soon as possible okay? Don't try o reason with them or yourself just assume they're gonna hurt you and get out," his eyes were starting to panic again "please cuz it'll be my fault if you get hurt..."