I find myself constantly struggling between a few things. One of the main struggles, is between putting myself out there, being social and open to new things, susceptible to being stupid or unknowing, allowing myself to have fun. Or, to be anti-social, alone, almost inhuman. Striving for nothing more than personal gain and security.

Do you find yourself more social, with a willingness to do new things?
Or do you stay alone in your world, fully aware of everything that will and will not happen?

Which are you striving for? What really benefits you?