shocked I froze. when same got done hugging me I slapped her across the face. again shocked at my own actions I apologized.."sorry...I..I.." I couldnt finish my sentence everyone is staring at me.."then what should I do huh? I have no one. NO ONE. do you understand that!?" I started to cry but I still spoke " my family was all I had..and something took that away from me!!!!!"