
11-25-2009, 09:16 AM
I went through a breakup about a week ago and a couple of nights ago, a close guy friend did something that should have hurt me far more than it did. I took a med for my anxiety and the first day on this med, I need to be supervised for the first 24 hours. I told the close guy friend aboutit and he said I could come to his house and I trusted him bc I've always stayed over there and nothing ever happened. Well, the medicine kicked my ass and caused me to pass out basically. He woke me up, my pants were down and I know "something happened" if you get what I mean. I was shocked. But only for a bit. I didn't feel angry or hurt or anything. It's like it should've hurt me. That he would do that. My bestfriend also accused me of sleeping with her husband (which I never have). Did that hurt me?-No. She may never talk to me again. Does that hurt me?-Nope. I think I may have been hurt one too many times. It's like I'm jaded or something. Anyone understand? Has it happened to anyone else? Idk what's up with me...:|
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