Vestigial Love

Fingerprints?
1111111111Smudge marks?
11111111111111111111111Love bites?
Let's try you fuckin' BEAT ME-
mashed this hurt past skin
until my mental bone broke.
Your presence pounded worse than
migranes against my brick head.
H(e'll)
A(utomate)
T(he)
E(nd.)
is comfort medication to
keep me from b1u1c1n1111f 1the walls
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'n' drinking down your toxic disposition.
Baby, I love you
but this,
Suddenly we don't play games
because your manual is for surgery.
No, no baby, put down the fuckin' scapal.
I'm not fucked up.
I'm just fine.
I was relased;
doctors, they had the time
to diagnose what you think's wrong,
but all they read were your
trademarks on my arms.
I'M FUCKIN' SORRY, BABY!
I'm not your1111111111111111perfectLILGIRL.
And I don't wanna be.
I'm not a dress-up doll.
Go play in traffiic,
I here that's fun to dodge
[Better than the bat
you chased me with. Oh, wait!
We were playing ball.].
Yeah, you heard me,
we'll play hide-n-seek;
I'll disappear, 'n' we'll see
if you'll ever find me