I honestly don't think it has to do with you or Flux. Quite honestly, I think it's them or just circumstances you know? People come and go, I know what it's like to lose friend after friend after friend. I mean, I had a best friend who was like a sister to me for years and then suddenly we parted and reunited later in highschool and she snubbed me. When I finally got her to talk to me, she flat out told me that she was tired of me. That hurt, you know? Losing the many friends I had over the years taught me to expect alittle less out of people. In other words, be able to adapt to change and expect that they're not going to last forever. Nothing lasts forever, not even friendship. I know I sound alittle bitter, but atleast with this realization, I don't get hurt like I used to. If they want to leave you behind like that, then let them and move on. You sound like you have a great relationship with Flux and I'm happy for you. I understand your need for friends, that's completely normal. Keep looking for them and mingle with people, but know and accept that there's that chance they'll leave again. Plus, you know, it is really hard to keep in touch with people when you move. There's so many factors and you can forget easily, so I mean..you have to give them alittle slack.