03-09-2010, 12:32 AM
When you hurt yourself it feels good because it's a surge of adrenaline, as well as something to take your mind off everything else. Even for just a while. So it seems worth it. It seems alright, no-one else is getting hurt but you, but really it hurts others more. They don't want you to be hurt, they don't want you feeling the need to hurt yourself and they wonder what they're doing wrong that you can't come to them for help.
If you're on livejournal, there are a few good communities on there that can help. I hope you do seek it.
And as for studying and working for - There's the rest of your life. You can be anything you want if you apply yourself to it. You can only really fail if you give up. If you keep going, keep trying, then you can never fail.
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