I know so many people have aleady said it, so I guess its not that big of a deal, but I cut. Not as often though. It used to be every night. But I've never made it deep at all (Cuz I can never find anything sharp enough) and that would honestly piss me off everytime. They left thin scabbed scratches. I'm sometimes glad that they don;t go deep anymore, but there are times where I want to just stab the damn scissors in them >.< I know I'm a freaky psycho chick. My mom and my sister know about it and they thought I quit. To tell you the truth I want to quit, I waant to not have that feeling of so much pain that I feel I have to do it, ut it keeps coming back. A lot has happened to me over the past couple years that all of this is hard to handle. It doesn't help that my sister deals with stuff with drugs and alcohol. She uses air-duster a lot. Yesterday she was knocked out on the floor and she had no idea what happened. I'm scared she's going to accidently over-dose. I told her that and she told me to not worry, but how can I not? She's my big sis and I always thought she was the coolest person alive. She was my idol. It's all gotten complicated.