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Originally Posted by Ignis
I think my dad knows. I basically told him that, that was what I though my mom is planning to do. But I guess he doesn't care. Because I know that he just wants her around to take care of us. Which, she does. But then...my grandma isn't too happy about my mom staying in our house again. That's a whole other story though.
I know that my parents need to get away from eachother, they are exacty like my brother and I. We used to fight all the time, but now we are coolio. I just needed to change things about myself :p
My mom said she is going to counseling with my dad. And in my head i'm just like "Really?! You are going to try and make this work aren't you? You will force this, any way possible to stay in our lives?" She is a very stubborn woman. She just doesn't get it. My older- OLDER brother doesn't care, because he is old enough to live on his own, so family stuff doesn't really mess with his plans or effects him like it does to me and my other brother. and my Other brother, just doesn't care at all, as long as he isn't getting yelled at. While i'm the only one who cares, and stresses about everyones happiness.
Two different lives, huh? Sounds wrong, sounds like liars....
I really hope I could play again, I need an escape from home right now. >.>''
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It sounds like you know that it won't work, but if they are both going to counseling then perhaps maybe it would be helpful to let you and your brother go and voice what it is you got to say as well and why you think it wouldn't work. Is this the first time they have separated? It sounds really complicated, I'm sure you have some really personal issues about the whole thing. It almost sounds as if your mom comes in between you and your relationship with your father which is not good. My parents divorced when I was 10 and My dad took me back to England for almost 2 years. It was really hard on me.
Living 2 different lives is deceptive and wrong, but it happens a lot more than people like to admit, not saying your dad and his boss are now...
I need an escape nowbut unfortunately, my partner burned another bridge last night with our neighbor, he's half black and white and was talking about the Moors on how they built just about every civilization, he got tired of it of course but he is always talking about the ultimate aryan race around him which sets my neighbor off to this shit. Then he gets aggressive saying my neighbor doesnt like white people when he and I are both white in this dude's house. It was so disrespectful and the only way shit didn't go down was because I was their playing mother hen. I'm so beside myself right now. If he isn't able to get medicine soon, I will need it as well.
I truly need to escape, but I can't just throw him out in the cold... I still love him, but he acts so stupid when he's drunk and off his meds.
A lot of other shit happened earlier that night but its just too shameful to even bring up and pathetic.