Lyrics to Cut :
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile flame aged
Is misery
And when our hearts meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut

^Is my favorite song.. it seems like a poem.

/Just leave/
Because I know you're going to.
I know you won't stay.
I'll say something..
I'll get to low..
You'll get annoyed..
You'll leave because you can't handle my ups and downs.
No one can.
You were so nice...
What happened?...
You hurt me.
You went from nice.. To scary..
To threatening..
To begging...
You scared me too much...

You made me not trust anyone.. Not even myself..
You're last sentence to me hurt even more than what you did to me.
God why?
Why me?
I know this feeling isn't normal.
I know it isn't.
Stop making me hurt.
Stop.
I'll end the pain myself..
Don't think I won't.
I'm not afraid.
I never have been.

You ruined me.
You made me regret living.
I'm glad you left, but I still remember you.
I still have nightmares about you.
The pain never goes away.
Ever.
Don't act like you didn't do anything wrong.
You know you did.
You're not that fucktarded.
Speak up and tell me you know it was wrong.
Stop making me think about it every day.
Stop making me feel this way..


/Can't you see?/
How much you're hurting me?
I feel like you hate me.
I feel like you're using me.
I feel like you want me to die..
So I might as well just do it huh?...
End the misery I put you and him through.
I'm just a terrible whore.
I don't deserve my life.. And you know that.
You've said that.
All my mind games and different ever changing moods..
How could anyone love me?...
I wish I could just die.
I love him so much.
I never meant to cause any harm..
Ever...
I'm sorry I'm such a terrible person..
That I can't succeed in school..
I'm not skinny, nor pretty..
I suck at the musical instruments I play..
I suck at dancing and singing..
Drawing..
Learning..
Life...
Can't you see how much you hurt me?
I wish you would.
So much.
I wish you would end the pain I feel in my heart...
The pills being swallowed...
The pain.. Finally ending..
Yours and mine...
Oh how I wish I could..
Oh how sorry I am....
Oh how much I wish you would come back...


/Why/?
It hurts so much.. You know?
I feel so empty..
I feel so useless..
I feel so hopeless..
I feel so socially awkward...
I feel so sad...
I feel so broken..
I feel like no body cares..
I feel like I should just die...
Make everyone happy..
Take away everyones regret of even knowing I exist..
I just wish you would CARE.
For once in my life.. I wish someone would care..
That's all I wish for..
That's all I want...
I want someone to save me from myself.
I feel so bad, can't you see that?
I never meant to be such a terrible lying idiot.
I never meant to hurt anyone.
Ever.
I never wanted it to be this way...
I wish you would feel.. Just once.. What I feel.
I wish you cared enough to stop leaving me..
I wish you cared enough to stay.






I really am not expecting feedback, I wasn't even going to post them.
But seriously, if you want to be negative about these, go somewhere else. Please.