I know what you mean about stress. Things always get better though! :) I just went through the finding a job thing about a year ago. I had to take a job at a fast food place to survive and not be homeless. I would try somewhere like that, it's better than nothing and you can always find another job but still get money while you search for something better.

Craigslist.com is also a good place to look for work. You just have to be really careful about scams. There seems to be a lot of those going around too.

It's hard to know the ones you care about are suffering. Try to keep yourself in good spirits! It helps sometimes even to just get out of the house for a day and go to a park, which is free, or something like that. That's what I do at least and it really seems to help just to get me to relax.