its fine...all in the past now. I don't talk to my mother anymore....frankly I can't stand to be around her because she says she cares, but she never put her kids first....like a real mother should do...The only thing I have to thank her for is giving me life, and showing me exactly the kind of parent I never want to be.

Makes me laugh that I care more for kids that will never be mine and spend more money on them than she's ever spent on me...