Asima keeps asking me if I remember anything.
I don't know if she's being hopeful that I'll remember or if she's trying to make sure the memories are permanently tucked away. I've searched her room while she's been busy in the library, looking for a way to bring Set his brother back. I can't find anything to suggest that they've brainwashed me but they seem clever enough to keep such things better hidden.

Maybe i'm just being paranoid? I'm happy, should I just accept that everything they've told me is real? Whether or not I should isn't really the question I suppose, it's more a matter of if I can. Can i ignore this nagging feeling that I'm missing something? Can I ignore the uncertain looks I get from them every day? Are they wondering if I'll ever be the same person they knew, or if I'll ever realize what they've done and go insane? Honestly, the way they look at me, it could go either way.

And now Hemset's taken off. He's the only one capable of really brainwashing me and now that it's done he's left. Is it because they don't want me confronting him about it?


This is going to drive me insane. I need proof, I need to find proof.