"I don't deserve to, I've done too much to." he said flatly. "I've hurt to many people to have someone care about me and be able to be close to someone." he wantd to but it didn't feel right for him to, he even hurt her friend and used her as bait to catch her. "Why are you bothering with me anyway? I nearly killed you as well."he asked confused as to why she bothered caring for someone as bad as him.