That would be a good thing to change, Cudibrium.

I however, had a heck of a life in my twenty-three years of living. I had many things to look back on, mostly heart ache but I believe I would change... my second love. Val, we broke up and tried to be friends afterwards but we kept ending up as a couple and acting like one. So we decided to give each other a brake til we could stop going back as a couple. Anyways, we lost touched and years passed, and I looked her up after three years...

She died of cancer two months before I looked her up. I guess I'm saying, I would change it so I could stay with her those last years. She was a amazing woman, it's horrible that she died so young.