Yeah, my sister gets really bad manic episodes where she'll actually go into a psychotic state and not remember anything from it. It's scary because she'll start hallucinating and stuff like that too. The doctors all just keep telling her it's due to bipolar disorder though everyone else I know that has it never got that bad.

I've gotten better with knowing when manic episodes are going to happen with me so I'm not horribly bad. I got rid of my credit cards and bank cards so I can't spend like I used to which is good. There were times though where I just didn't care and just wanted to do whatever I wanted at the time, which does get scary.