I keep losing control of my life, now I'm unemployed, just when I was ready to get the internet back in my house, I lost my job. Im lucky now, just to have my cellphone. That doesn't give a person much time to get on mene, especially one who has an obsession over shiny items and avatar design.

I also found myself getting frustrated on mene. I was so obsessed with being chosen for admins pick and never getting the honor, I was becoming increasingly disappointed with myself. Mene is and always has been a great community of friendship, and I was afraid I would become too preoccupied with designing a good enough avatar, and I would forget the main reason I joined in the first place. To make friends with people who had similar interests as myself.