"The pain didn't go away when I made myself short cercate how could you say it goes away?! And no I never knew anyone else, he was scared that if he took me out into the world people would either be scared or would automatically hate me because I wasn't human... he said people were like that... he said one minute they could love you and the next you could be their worst enemy... but he said he would always be there for me... he said he would never hurt me... he told me not to touch Kokoro because he didn't want me to get hurt... but I didn't listen... and I couldn't save him..." Kitai said first sounding harsh then sounding like she was crying again but no teats came out this time at all.