He reached up, hugging the man's neck tightly, but enough to choke him. He knew that he was crying, but he couldn't remember why. It was as if his flash of psychosis was reminding him of a time long ago, something that had happened but he had forgotten. He blinked hard, shaking from cold and fright. "Don't ever leave me," he spoke to Gavin, his voice low and almost a whisper. "Never ever leave me."