See, stuff like that is why I'd call on behalf of Tristan. It's dodgy. x_x

I was curious about medication, but I didn't want to bring it up until you did. Much as I dislike meds, from just seeing online posts and stuff I think you've gone deeper than you were before you went cold turkey. You seem to run at a consistent down with tiny bits of okay in between. I dunno the last time I saw you happy, even briefly.