After Axsher left, Kai sat down at his desk. He dropped into his mindset where nothing besides his drawing existed. It was easier that way. He didn't have to think about feelings or the troubling coldness that came the second Axsher left the apartment. Pages flew by until he was done, but he didn't feel any sense of acomplisment. Switching quickly, he moved to the bed where he sat with his drawings of Axsher spread out all around him. By now, there were quite a few all showing different levels of care.