Kai just sat there shaking his head. It didn't even make sense. The voice in the back of his head screamed how completely illogical he was acting, but somehow that only made him more resistant to relenting. The drawings were a special part of him and his way of expressing himself. It was like baring his heart and it hurt to think about doing that. Kai's fingers lessened their grip on the drawings just slightly. "They're just drawings. It's nothing. You don't need to see," he mumbled in a barely incoherent tone. He didn't once lift his eyes to look at Axsher.