Shaiya sighed softly and gently pat her friend on her back, then slowly pulled away from her and stood next the bed. Moving her eyes to the floor beneath her. "Look, I'm really glad to see you... But I'm not the same Shaiya you knew..." She said quietly. "I've shut people out and I've ignored people for years- you know what that does to people..right?" She asked softly, nervously rubbing her arm. "So it might take me a while to..open up..'n stuff..." Shaiya added, keeping her eyes on the floor.