"It's risky." HE said pushing down a new wave of panic. "But you're right. I just... wish there was another way. Another place." He said having lost his appetite himself. He watched as Roland paced. How had he gotten so lucky? "But you aren't going alone. I couldn't stand being here and not knowing what was happening to you. He stood and went over to Roland pulling him close with wind. He kissed his neck. "You're my everything Roland. Without you I have nothing."