RANDOM - Musings Part 2

And then there are times when I wonder... I wonder how in the world did you become my muse? I mean, nothing against you, but how and why and just what was I thinking?

You're just a boy. You're just a friend. Nothing more, nothing less. How did you suddenly become muse to me?

It's an unsettling thought.

Perhaps this is how one loses muses. Or perhaps this is where one begins to diverge from reality--deceiving oneself with delusions for answers.

Which way I will go, I do not know.