..and I'm afraid that the next time I call him that it'll be over.

The last time I saw him was when we went to the boardwalk. He acted cold, not wanting to hold my hand and not really wanting to be there. He left early saying that he felt sick, so his mom came for him.
I haven't seen him in two weeks and haven't talked to him in at least a week. I didn't bother talking to him this week to see if he needed space. I'm planning on calling him Sunday for two reasons. One being that his parents are home on the weekends so there's no excuse really. And two being that my friends planning to get everyone together that day.

I'm not sitting here thinking that the end won't happen. I'm just working out what I'm gonna say and hope that if it ends we can still be friends..

I just want to know what the past nine months meant to him..