Well.. uhm. If you ask anybody around me in real life they will tell you how I run at the meer mention of marraige . Honestly I like the idea, but have seen it go wrong so many times that I am hesitant to the thought of it now.

I fear not finding the one that is right for me with marraige. I recently asked somebody very close to me that is married, "How do you know its the right person?". And they told me... you don't know due to the fact that people can change. But that the person that your considering might be right for you is the person that will do things to help you with your life instead of just doing things that help themselves. They kinda complete you in a way that you just feel at home. That your willing to do the same for them for the plain fact that it makes you happy to see them happy and vice versa.

I think I've found that in somebody, but.. im still hesitant and taking it slow.

As for having a dream wedding. Yes.. of course... well.. kinda. At first I wanted the magical wedding that I will always remember, but.. growing up has showed me that... if its the right person.. it will be magical no matter what.