I had a really disturbing nightmare last night. o_o I was freaking out for...several minutes after it ended.

Basically, I dreamed that I woke up...and I was just some typical brown-haired American girl; all my piercings were gone except for the first ones in my ears, my haircut was totally different, and hell, the pain in my left hand was gone. Much as some would think that'd be a good thing...it scared me even more. It was like I'd been set back 3 1/2 years.

Looking around my room, there were none of my posters, my wallscrolls were gone, basically EVERYTHING was gone. I...started to panic. I went online and looked for my friends to ask them if they knew what was going on; if I was going insane or what...and discovered they never existed.

I proceeded to go and look up my favorite anime/manga/games, none of those ever existed. I even checked sites in Japanese (which, miraculously, I could still somewhat read), and there was NOTHING. Finally, I looked up my favorite musicians...to no one's surprise, they didn't exist either.

So...I was horrified, I was in a total panic...and then I "woke up." In the arms of one of the people who supposedly never existed - apparently we were married. I told him about what I dreamed, he calmed me down...and just as I was accepting that everything was okay, I ACTUALLY woke up.

Needless to say he wasn't there. And it was still late at night, so I couldn't really see my walls. I really thought for quite some time that none of the people who have really impacted me had ever existed.

It wasn't until my eyes adjusted to the darkness and I found my headphones (playing my favorite song) next to me that I realized that ALL of that ordeal was a dream. It...disturbed me to no end. o_o