So this morning was hard. I woke up early and started crying again. I tried so hard but I couldn't stop crying basically until I had to go out the door for work. I really didn't want to go because I looked terrible but I knew it would be better than sitting at home crying all day. To be honest my day has actually gone pretty well. No crying really at work which was good. I went ice skating on my lunch break which was great. It was nice to get outside and clear my head. I saw a man who was helping give me some lessons last time and he said he would give me another lesson tomorrow night so that should be fun. It's almost time to leave now, hopefully things will go okay at home tonight.

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I'm assuming the 42 means that it's towel day. It's not really my thing to be honest. I kind of know of it but I don't participate.