Thank you ever so much, you anonymous 'kind Menewshan' who granted my wish! It is nice to not be completely left with nothing but feelings of dejection surrounding this time of year. It is difficult for me. Two years ago this time of year I was dealing with my father having had recently jumped in front of a train to commit suicide, although by a miracle he lived, he was in the hospital being put back together. It was stressful and... cold feeling.