I build up and cycle around.
First, I tear up, but only a little. Then, I start wailing softly. Then there's the sobbing followed by the choking, gagging, and loud wailing. After all this, I stop. I just can't cry anymore. And I'll start to calm down. And then there's the hyperventilating.
And then it starts all over again. D8

while all of this is happening my face is red and my lips are making a /__\ sortof shape only more gnarled and twisted. XDD if it wasn't me crying it would be pretty funny looking.