I understand! I was in an accident around December and for a long time if I was in a car with someone else (I kind of refused to drive for a while) and their car slightly did anything, I started to have a panic attack. Or if it was raining. Still, if the weather is bad and it's raining, I refuse to drive. You can't really get over something like that. It's really scary. And it's okay to still be cautious, but at least you're okay now! It'll just be a while before you can be comfortable again, you may never be how you once were, but you'll get close. Hopefully.