So much has happened in the past few months...
I did end up going back to the hospital. I was put on more meds but I've been doing so well that my psychiatrist let me stop taking one med completely and she's reducing the dose of another one! :D

Soon I'll be free from meds and will be free to live out a completely straight edge, natural life that I want to. :) It's literally been years since I've been without meds. I think it's been like... four years? I started meds at 16 and now I'm 20, but going on 21 so I guess five years now. Wow.

And the doctors said I am supposed to be on meds indefinitely. PFFT. I'll prove them so wrong!

Anyway.
I'm sick right now and it's 10:55pm, normally my meds make me a zombie at this hour but because I am sick I drank a shit ton of tea and now I'm wide eyed and bushy tailed and I can't sleep. Which sucks because I have work tomorrow.