01-09-2023, 06:44 PM
I had a panic attack and quit the second day of my new job. It was just more of the same.
I don't want to live anymore.
I'm going to make a selling account to sell some of my collectables. The fam won't know why till I'm gone. I'm sick of being alive. I've gotten rid of a lot of things already, but they think it's because I'm a minimalist. Nah I just don't want them to have to get rid of it when I'm gone.
I also have to call the government again. I'm waiting for my brain doctor to get back to me today. None of the drugs they try me on work. I also have a doctor appointment on the 11th to try and deal with my insomnia. Cutting caffeine has only worked up until this week. I've been up for over 24 hours at this point.
I feel like they're going to start sending me for cat scans. My chest and guts feel like they're trying to switch positions in my body. I want to sleep, but I can't.
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