today i got a call from my sister wanda, who promptly told me to deal with my sister mary. mom's ben dead for barely a month and their already at each other's throats. an di just feel so very woren down. why the heck are they dragging me into themiddle of this its just. it's not fair. it's not as if im not having a bad enough month already. well I suppose tomarrow will be better. it is the first of next month. maybe I'lll be able to do some fun things. or not. who know's. I sure as heck don't..