beautiful lies
Before, I was too blind to see the truth behind your beautiful lies.

I clung to your words like they were the beginning of life.

Everything seemed possible until the petty image you painted for me shattered.

Then I saw the truth behind it all. Emptiness, nothingness. Hollow words. My own stupidity for believing happiness could still exist.

The ugly truth now consumes my mind, sending me reeling. I'm lost, so lost. But I don't want to be found.

This empty place is everything now. No surprises here, no more beautiful lies to cloud my mind. I am nothing, deserve nothing, create nothing.

---------- Post added 03-26-2015 at 07:42 PM ----------

my promise to you
i cry for you silently at night, wishing i could make things right.
take away your sadness and pain.
make you whole and keep you sane.
hold you close and whisper in your ear, erasing all ur doubt an fear.
bring all your hopes to life, free of woe and strife.
you and you alone, are in my heart.
nothing will keep us apart.
i will find my way to you, and all of this i will do.