36. physical part 3

It was after some time I came to the realization of what I yearned for. There was a limit to what I want. For at this point it became a knowledge that some other people could satisfy craving better than others. I wanted the feeling, the movement, for it was a joy, but it also relaxed me. The feeling tingles though, it was only then did I understand what I had wanted, and what I was experiencing was the same. The yearn was strong, but morals kept some away. It is then though I learned what it meant, when one says that they are physical, it is the need to touch, to hold. The only one I knew needing it more than me was Enir, who had taught me, but due to it all, was more open than normal about what I was. I gave him what he wanted, and had fun learning at the same time. At that point I realized I was indeed very physical.